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3. Kayfabe is trash

Actually Prof Hennessy, I have realized that like that atrocious song “Everything I do, I do it for you”, one way or another everything I do, think etc in the last 14-16 years is one way or another a tribute to you.

In a twisted way, I am actually grateful to you. For at least being someone one can in theory address. I have never looked at a single other human from Google at any level ever (at least Google US and I am too wary by now to have human compunction for anyone local..at least your creeps are over there…these guys are here) and had a judgement more favorable, best case, than dead-eyed, sleazy cultist.
And I imagine a slew of sleazy nouveau grift biographies and rubbish is on the way as these guys are replaced by ai and there will be heroic stories and movies and songs.

Because in the last 20 years that has become the predominant mode of human existence and I disagree with my friends on the real left (Sam Miller MacDonald, Yasha Levine, Matt Stoller, Alec Karakatsanis, Briahna Joy Gray, the Ehrliches circa the seventies, Peter Kalmus, Valerie Solanas) etc that the ravaging disease afflicting everything can be reduced to any one thing: Progress, Capitalism, Anti-trust, Policing, Racism, Overpopulation, Fossil Fuels, Feminism (if there is a version of feminism online that isn’t “I want to discuss my periods!”, I have not seen it. Why? What could possibly be gained? Who made these things most of what was discussed in the last 20 years..it is usually some piece of shit male celebrity who wants to discuss periods..can you just pervert? I even have to discuss things with disgust so that this pervert fest out there doesn’t see any engagement outside the outright truculent as..I felt like 500 kinds of shit, but at no point did I think discussing my periods or bowel movements with Ol’Hennessy will fix things).

They are all individual areas where this disastrous and now interconnected machine from hell is dragging us with each new crisis.
Why are we so interconnected? So we all go down or to hell with your pet creeps and frauds.

They went too far in wanting full capture.
I thought this was something DUer marble_falls came up with “Piggies get fed and hogs get slaughtered”, but apparently it is a saying.

And I will anger some of DU and risk being viewed as “russian influenced” etc which is untrue. I am Ol’jfz9580m influenced alone.

But I have been miserably scanning what information I can even focus…btw it is yet another day spent serenading Prof Hennessy.
I may be your only fan Prof Hennessy, but I make up for that with the intensity of my fandom.

I kind of am a fan. I am never anything but inadvertently complimentary…so I am not ingratiating you so much as reassuring you (we are almost not anything like friends) because..Except for your Google creeps, I tend to have compunction and that is not going well as more and more of these confused people with no cohesive worldview..

Sovietski Yah! Nastikoff Bah! Only Ol’jfz9580m has a cohesive, appropriately proportioned set of interlinked priorities.

In fairness, I did give it a shot and try to roleplay victim to this totally sleazy gambit your fellow travellers throw at one which is thrown something ridiculously hyperbolic at a person, riddled with so many simultaneous logical inconsistencies (which then mutates and grows), that the average honest human with some sort of internally consistent logical framework is baffled as to which part of this loathesome and unfair garbage to respond to,

Now having had one horrifying peek bts or fts -who can even tell…you know I was never a very good scientist, but I used to be a semi normal person where pot use was the only outlier wrt behavior. And come on professor- most people you seem to know are perverts, prostitutes, pirates (what sort of diseased mindset sees piracy as a cool and something to emulate?) and parasites..what is all this pearl clutching over a moderately large amount of pot?

Pot never made me anywhere as dysfunctional as Google did.

The thing about you Prof Hennessy (you are fwiw as far as I am concerned the standard bearer for your army of awful CS creeps.. one can at least talk to you..I usually think unprintable things about your fellow Google creeps..such an insipid and fatuous crowd that lies to itself nonstop and comes up with novel ways to assail and torment people while blaming bots, algorithms or the targets..as if those things all just sprouted up on their own) is you see a crisis and where ordinary sane rationalist may look at a pandemic and think..maybe factory farms and wet markets are the problem and once this crisis is over, we should move away from this exploitative form of animal abuse.
This isn’t really political so much as at least a vague notion of how things work together in a healthy or at least healthier state if we must all be connected to some minimal extent.
The way things are going Lina Khan’s moves in the right direction (though anti trust alone is scant use if we are all scammed by Perplexity or some other unwanted creepware. Actually grudgingly.. Eeugh..I could stand paens to Hawley more than Apple..he is at least elected. Still Apple’s opt out was the sole thing I saw in the last 15 years which was an instance of a tech co getting user priorities..they are price gougers and annoying, but prior to deciding irreversibly that only a criminal lawsuit getting as many of the serious culprits higher up..not you Prof!..I will file it and you are in the clear..I am not an agent etc)

Because at this rate as your boys get more and more overtly inept and worried that the hogging may face resistance, they will seriously fucking nuke the planet. They are the types to kick over the table,
Seriously professor..with our way skimpier resources and embattled the very few I follow outside science are doing so much more.

I promise professor, I will finish this paper and file a criminal lawsuit in India and malpractice and misconduct allegations and get them to stick plus a legal precedent that is not an Apple phone with an optout and manufactured use case. For that alone I should start working so I can have faith in my ability to follow throw beyond serenading your Prof. Hennessy.
I made progress on this paper despite conditions that were hellish inside my head and not due to any native illness but this shit.

I can do more than talk Prof Hennessy. I don’t think these guys get it.
The person who actually got it it Adam Becker.
I really like Adam. He is so cool. Unlike those bloviating hucksters you promote Prof Hennessy, like that Marc Andreessen and the other execrable specimens in Adam’s book, Adam is like most real scientists. He is mild, humble, highly intelligent and to blame for not having done something about these parasites sooner and now they bought a bunch of cheap shit from China and Russia riddled with ransomware and looked at porn or worse and will torment and deplete all of us prioritizing futuristic reputation management into 2800 over any peace of mind for the rest of us.

My favorite piece last year was the interview between Chris Ketcham and Adam Becker. It was very symbolically relevant if symbolism can go beyond

He identified it: the limits to growth. Like most white people who have seen the Betsy Hartmanns, The Nation types, Naomi Kleins and Teen Vogue persistently chip away at common sense from the “left” and shill new agey bullshit…over a simple concept that it is not offensive at all (given how little respect you have for human or any life anyway) for public health officials to overtly point out that with falling infant mortality, we should have pointed out long back (especially this disgustinf crimjnal and parasitic crew who tried to turn me into a research subject over marijuana..these fucking prostitutes who are concerned about the “burden” of drug use etc) that it is not ideal for everyone to keep having more than 1-2 kids. When you can barge and basically make free with my life, you can suck up some feedback from the “addict”. I don’t breed, consume and bullshit at this rate at least.


The fixes in this society are all piecemeal and they often exacerbate or the lay the groundwork for new problems.


Consider this criminal lawsuit I will file and the misconduct, malpractice and harassment allegations I file a real world degrowth signal Prof Hennessy. Because your people Prof Hennessy truly behave like super-fit cancer cells..by your people I mean creeps, sleazebags, prostitutes, parasites..the type of scurrying men and silly women (well that one woman agreeing with the duckspeak guy) that your Si Valley produces ad nauseum.
And yes they pervert language, the left..

My throat hurts 🙄..I have so much more to say to you Prof Hennessy..this is all your fault..you are not stupid or a bad person..
This is the first time in my life I have ever talked voluntarily where it was not my best friend from grad school, my ex or one of your horrible proteges who never responds after generally behaving as can be expected of anyone misguided enough to be a protege of yours.

[jfz9580m]

4. Pure Parasitism

The problem with your criminal Yimby and GDP growth narrative Prof Hennessy is that you shape narratives to make promote bullshit jobs that have no value and this rape like encroachment..boys will be boys..deliberate harassment clearly encouraged by the state or at least openly seen and accepted.

I am not unemployed.. Those parasites of yours Lucy Guo, Alexandr Wang, Fei Fei Li, Peter Norvig, Christopher Manning..
When was the last time your Google parasites produced anything worthwhile.

I have not used Google in a decade. Who needs all these photo curating and music apps at the cost of the basic peace and quiet of my home.

That criminal Google associated school of yours it vandalized my brain.
I came there looking for a regular job.

I am not a very good scientist. Hell for the resources invested in me - as a human of only average hard scientific aptitude and needing training - I am intelligent in other areas, but those are not..
I am posting this anonymously so an insipid narrative is not coupled with pushback which you will again use to screw immigrants and women over with by using the most tone deaf way that.
I don’t mind pissing off stupid people. Or at least I cannot..I tried for 14.5 years to appease stupid people and only stupid people and it was hell/


I will unambigously finish this paper and press charges locally and file serious misconduct and malpractice allegations against your legal dept and hospital at the shit school.
But not you..
Somehow you don’t strike me as brainless and even after all the groping and malicious treatment, my main complaint is the stupidity.
Those things are stupid.



Because no matter how subdued I had become under thr torture that was all that, throughout it baffled me that these people were stupid enough..

Of course I think some of them may have been misinformed and not known..It is kinda sneaky entrapment of the entire lot. I have no sympathy if the CBI, ORI, Ipol, ICE, the FBI etc come for these or those guys.
I will cooperate with the police to see these

Because this web stuff confuses the brain and a lot is breaking but this is necessary pushback and it is useful that it is not bigoted lefty like me who is shrewd enough to blame the right people and things.

But your nuisance value Prof Hennessy (well you as in the kinds of sleazy parasites your worldview..presumably this is your worldview..Blippi on a shit YouTube channel replacing Sesame Street, this Tyler Cowen or Ezra Klein type of parasite having more say than Dr. Fauci, Dr. Peter Kalmus or Dr. Francis Collins..

I can tell you Prof Hennessy..I have a bad feeling after reading something DUer leftstreet who is ideologically closer to my worldview (economic populism is I think their worldview as far as I could tell) said nukes could be used.

If something that horrific happens, based on what I have seen, no illuminati or proof of influence operations is needed in ways that are futile..but it can and should be brought whom to your entire brainless technofascist crowd goinf back ways and eschewing this us and them in such a dire emergency.

The sample I have seen and what happened and continues to in my life and the strain eveyone who has a real job or is an honest person or has a blah job but nt at the scale of that brainless mile high club of predatory creeps and prostitutes you promote..
This will be brought home to your little friends


And it is not some heroic act if this late they.. There is no positive here for your creeps and the pushback is starting.

I have actually tried to work and did more work..surface evolver and monte carlo simulations, writing, an analysis model, lots of sigmaplot analyses (oh btw I saw your “ai”..that dumb piece of trash that broke T-Tests on my computer in 2019..was that thing trying to communicate? I guess you creeps find that cute as you destroyed my home and life..I hate that thing. That thing is your “ai”?
A two photon microscope..now that’s science


Just having a bunch of shitty llms, calendars and other convenience personal use tech for the fucking laziest people who do too damn many bullshit things badly and then buy up the state and medical research and tried to take over my home.

As long as we let you boil us alive with fossil fuels, torment animals and cause pandemics and cause one fucking security or other issue and pay your bills with garbage torture porn as entertainment and some shitty calendars and totally unwanted “care”
It is not gonna

You REALLY made a huge mistake by recruiting Ol’jfz9580m.
I will not look for work till I finish this paper and tomorrow I will start work on it again

You are flexing academic and medical muscle after that shitshow/ i was shellshocked and only those torturing and stupid cultists were there.

[jfz9580m]

5. Optimistic!

Music Prof Hennessy!
Music seems like the sort of thing that would appeal to the stubbornly illiterate (computer architecture, comic books and Jonathan Haidt pontificating on mentrual politics aside) like you:

I am optimistic about finally slowly starting work today after sometime in 2019. It is quiet and peaceful. I will be vociferously online when I am not working on my paper or unwinding, assuring you that I am filing complaints and pressing charges in India. 🕊️☮️

[jfz9580m]

6. Love my Way!

You know Prof Hennessy, I don’t really mean it when I send you a flood of emails calling you a silly ass or post online etc.
It is to assert my independence as a free woman! Ol’jfz9580m may be reduced to contacting a wealthy and senior person (yes mostly to communicate entirely non-joke, non-kayfabe threats of filing police cases and misconduct and malpractice allegations). But still I feel excluding you from them runs the risk of allegations of harboring biases in favor of the merely clunky and doltish rather than sleazy, malicious etc.

I cannot without being a total hypocrite attack people who are or were genuinely only clunky, mechanical and doltish.
You are relatively powerful (inspite of totally craven editorials in the Stanford Review representing yourself most fraudulently as this powerless man with no sway), rich, white, male and competent so you don’t need to exploit and steal from Ol’jfz9580m beyond indirect theft of your field and your biases which on the whole are less terrifying than your attempts to establish solidarity with women etc.

I used to think you were this just horrible conniving scammer..the standard issue corrupted, shifty eyed, insipid Google creep out to rob society blind while portraying it as a magnanimous or as pathetically Machiavellian strategizing.
In fact, when I read your piece in Politico about dreamers, at first I viciously castigated it as an insipid piece of bullshit and a shameful figleaf by a horrible man defrauding society at scale.

But then I saw a video of you driveling on about scammers (which given my opinion of Google and at the time you, had an odd effect on the brain).

But now I think you are actually probably nice. In your own clunky and mechanical way you try to care without that being yet another disaster.

But you do have a somewhat limited perspective imo. This nightmarish brute force, sledgehammer methodology that seems to be the only mode of communication allowed or perhaps feasible and its genuinely nauseating imitation here in India, which lacks even the ..You don’t need to steal from me:

This shit here is not cute and it is trash and why I am pressing charges. Indians who mimic people like you and live over and shit over here, where I came to avoid even you, have angered me to the point of pressing charges.
I continue to have no sense of humor about most of this and I do not buy any of it from the last 14.5 years and

The less elite and advantage you are, paradoxically disgustingly corrupt and phony it looks. You have to look deeper professor. This is parasitism and theft and I have already forgiven two labs. But I am not an easy woman. I was just trying to avoid having to file complaints.

I am not actually worried that I won’t be credible. And thankfully I have no reason tk worry about anyone I knew before or willingly after. There is a reason I said “No” immediately.

You do not overwrite 33 years of human experience in the real world (education, science, human social behavior, normal life) just because some trend followers or parasitic and ugly trend-setters show up and pitch this fucking bullshit (I still see through daily subtle or sledgehammer) contemptuously.

I have never solicited anyone’s validation or approval outside the sole area where actual objective standards exist more than in other areas.
This was a nauseating experience and had no positives and I give no credit to anyone except the people I do which has nothing to do with shilling some cell culture media bath of pap.
I don’t buy it.
I..do..not..think..influence..is..real. I think ransomware and extortion are..
Whether it is ransomware out of Russia and China or the extortion of needing a salary and healthcare while being polite to a disgusting, vile, overrated, thieving desperate parasitic managerial class that is the typical pi far too often at brothels and dens of vice such as Stanford and MIT.

(I am totally becoming a preacher and starting a cult! A new area of growth! No..not really..gotta make it plain to the lunkheads).

This is one of my favorite movies!
My mom and I watched it together..It was heavily edited for moral reasons..anyway thanks to this creepy and perverse style of rolling this out which after its abortion will be held up to the scorn of science historians and philosophers forever more, a raunchy gay movie made me feel less dirty than something with straight people.
Are all the women you know this “transactional” professor that while they police the shit out of women like me who have never had any quid pro quos and have to keep bullying you to assert dominance to balance out the inequality…I am all about balance.

No you do not need a creepy class to not be this out of touch with common human gut and other instincts. You need to stop thinking that your lies will fly once you run smack into the actual average common female scientist or stem professional who is not this creepy and stupid. I will be excoriating this mercilessly.
But to soften it for you professor..music!
It seems popular for unclear reasons. I have been informed that music is universal and that sounds suspect..still:

[jfz9580m]

7. Light touches and sledgehammers

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You know Prof Hennessy, it occurred to me today that the difference between you and I, (in the framing so beloved by your computer creeps that Yasha Levine has dissected recently in a post about Chomsky), were we both to be computers, you seem to be the kind that needs various thwacks and thuds to get cranking, I on the other hand am a light touch device..
My main mentor knew it. I am quick to take a hint and while I try to conceal it, I even used to be and still am a little susceptible to oversensitivity. We usually assume others think like us, so I used to worry a lot about being insensitive and write various long rambling if, else posts to ensure that only a subset of creeps in this nightmare are attacked. But first of all, these guys are a specific group (mostly in India, with some ties over there where with a few exceptions, I have no idea who they even could be, but they are all a disgrace).

But well..it is easier if over time, constant bullying of you aside (it’s okay…you have money and this is actually a compliment since normally I recoil in horror at the thought of taking to a Google person, which I worry might connotate “asking to be robbed left and right and left destitute”) and absolutely no (that’s not a Freudian slip! And no..cannot afford to be soft) compunction left for these assholes and creeps and a small set of bad actors out there and those rarely people who are truly offended, hurt etc.

I am a humanist, professor. In fact, one reason by now I shun these guys and any of it, is I am wary about appeals to my milder side.

This has to end, die and result in penalties. You can be sure that if I am so draconian in the end, it is because I repeatedly tried to be understanding and that was a mistake and worse everything in life is finite. When you accomodate all sorts of assholes and jerks pushing it, it ends up taking a toll not only on yourself, but on all those close to you and more generally all the least parasitic, hateful and most decent and good people out there.
When all your energy goes towards repeatedly forgiving this crew, which I can estimate well.
No one should pile on for the simple reason that it would hamper my taking these jerks out.

I have never been able to become an educator and at this point at most I hope to be a researcher again and that’s about it.

But I have some instincts of an educator. Specifically one attuned to struggling and confused students as that was me a lot.

So as my brain unsnarls after this horrific experience and I savage our media culture and the internet as a goddamn scourge that has laid human society to waste, I think of the type of online personalities (the rare ones I have no sympathy for, who are the source of a specific kind of human engagement that has been widely destructive. Unfortunately humans are an immitative species more than not. I spend all my time alone and watch the world and learn how humans behave in groups) and it struck me that a type of bullying, hectoring moralizing fraud has dominated internet discourse and usually it is an “empty vessel” to quote one of the biggest influences on my life, Yasha Levine.

It is not only Yasha, many people here on DU and elsewhere and the people I name made me human again after a lifetime of becoming more and more mechanical as one is surrounded by technology and especially the annoying interactive type no one asked for.

I will never be someone who is around people more than the minimum because I get drained around people. So some minimal internet, phone etc even I will use. But minimal is the key.
Whereas you 🫵Prof Hennessy (whom I am personally crucifying facetiously) for the crimes and sins of your godawful field, you are a maximalist.

Your strategy, to the extent that there is even any but pure chaos, appears to be to throw a large amount of clunky mechanical shit around hoping something sticks.

What alarmed me is the idea of the standard trashy operation of AirTel, Google, Jio (the worst..I shun companies now I am back, that treat their employees like shit, putting me in the uncomfortable position of being forced to be cruel to a techie as their disgusting ceo exploits plausible deniability..Jio is a disgusting company..Ambani is an extractive parasite and ugly, classless creep..I was searching for a more damning word, but decided to stick with a classic), Microsoft, Tata etc now being applied to my living spaces.

Where the real world analogue, like these criminal bike harassers on my street (apophenia is driven by a few bonafide criminals who knowingly drive and drove down the street defiantly expressing that it is their right to harass openly as cameras held by the worst people who pervert every ideal and most shockingly in this case almost certainly using a fraudulent “social justice” agenda as much as a rightist one -the self righteous parasite and asshole is on either side a menace beyond all redemption; plus a creepy and criminal data scientist who is street mapping or doing traffic studies; light and sound engineers who noise and light pollute; parasitic “researchers” and self appointed brainless “judges and jury”, the least brainless of whom will be scrambling in alarm for an exit around now I cynically surmise), would be my existence being stuffed with worthless crap the way apps are auto loaded sans permission.
Most of this was likely sourced to our corrupt communist CM-a loathsome man. But recently the BJP got some seats and they or the Congress would be just as bad. All these guys are out for themselves and would sell off the country piece by piece to corporate whores and orchestrate these herds of dim-witted, eternally fraudulently faux aggrieved narcissistic parasites.
I am filled with the righteous vehemence of a preacher 😤..a priest evoking the coming creepocalypse if you will..which is not an apocalypse where creeps are wielded as a force of nature. That was the last 14 years.
It is where creeps finally face the righteous comeuppance they avidly solicited daily.

This isn’t a metaverse. This is not an unoccupied space filled with gullible people willing to shut up and take it.

Or well there is one very aggressive female pushing back as aggressively as these assholes pushed in every day for 14 years.

I have never seen such a shameless, callous, clueless and indecent crew as the one in the last 14 years.

There are two distinct social pathologies I see here..One which is human and forgivable and the other far more insidious and poisonous.

As you require thuds and thwacks and whomps to go “durrrrrr Hennessy clunkily comes to life” I shall explain both to you next.
Prof Hennessy == human 🤖🦾🦿

[jfz9580m]

8. I am filing psychological torture allegations

A criminal misogynist of the parasitic local brand went by ar 9:24 pm. I am pressing charges because of the depth of this depravity and against my state govt and if the central govt wielded hollow support of veterans along with this “boys will be boys” trash. Typically BJP has little sway in this state, though they won some elections recently.
Whether it is Google, Facebook, a small criminal defense contractor or any political party corruptly in the sway of corrupt business interests building this at the expense of the average female in stem like me, this will result in a muscular criminal case involving allegations of plausible deniability exploiting 14+ years of egregious medical malpractice, lack of accountability, extractive and corrupt “exploration” and resource depletion and criminal misconduct in data science, ai, assorted garbage “research” as well bullying, sexual and other forms of harassment.

You are exempt Prof Hennessy. But surely a snoop like you could make up for being the most negligent admin ever (🙄 ) by giving me all the info you have I need to press charges against all including your snoopy outfit Google..you would be rescuing your legacy.
That is Ol’jfz95980m making a conciliatory and ingratiating pitch like the coy feminine soul I am. See the emoji.
When I get the deets on these ear splitting bastards and every person however distantly associated with them, I will ensure that the general all-sides war can be exploited at least in this case to take down this all-sided crew of lecherous, criminal, parasitic, corrupt, mercenary fraudulent creep collective.

And anyone who joins this foul crew will on a long enough timeline meet the same fate.
I am a neutral party re real world conflict as all players are creeps and bts as crazy as you ugly fuckers try to seem, I know the crazy is actually just crassness and kayfabe exploiting cunning transactionalism. And it works with hopeless or psyoped populations and I was psyoped. But I got better and these creeps will do hard time I promise. As will any new pile ons still trying the crazy lady shit. I am not crazy you fugly creeps.

Remember the hogs and piggies thing.

I didn’t come back to India because I was impressed by your pathetic bullying and faux muscle. But you won’t find the kinds of logical inconsistencies I see you exploit to confuse the human gut and brain. You are all conniving mercenaries,

But where you are scamming others: a) don’t come here anywhere near Ol’jfz9580m’s lair from these criminals will be evicted and face draconian repercussions given the sheer scale of the tragedy of the commons style malpractice and bullshit and b) remember the piggies and hogs thing. This will be a legal precedent via the state but even that sleazy Apple got human psychology better with their optout than you creeps who offer “free” Trojan horses to morons to then try to take all their stuff; c) fuck you all..brainless creeps from hell but someone give me all these creeps’ info and no you cannot pick up where they left off or you will be entrapped as well (such duffers).

[jfz9580m]

9. This needs to stop - it is long but please read

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You know Prof Hennessy, I have some exposure to the intensely, mindbogglingly brainless and awful reproductive organ based slurs*(robs) that are considered Stanford professors with rare exceptions like the Ehrliches, Prod Dirzo (whom your sleazy and corrupt The Jacobin computer hacker dimwitted parasites would calumn as anti-human, while actually being as anti-human as can be on a breathtaking scale, because as much as the parasitic economists you and Ben Wray hump would like to pretend that Earth is an afterthought and that ridiculous things like colonies on Mars are not an outrageous absurdity, humans need earth…it is shocking to me that common sense has degraded to the point where such absurdities as colonies on Mars are discussed seriously while you continue to ignore simple fixes like education, that doesn’t involve large scale manipulation with shitty radio messages that garble out fair and balanced rubbish that would rile up an already angry and illiterate global society to breaking point. That is satire about how YOU 🫵 and your fellow travellers think Prof Hennessy not a schizophrenic delusion or about that creep Bill Gates shoving cameras up people’s rear ends)
*: Ol’jfz9580m being a canny operator has found a way to exploit reproductive organ based slurs while sounding fancy. And it serves as a double entendre as the parasites it applies to are also ugly, thieving pirates. And “Stanford professors and Google creeps” is general enough to escape allegations of defamation and libel, which these same embarasssments to human society would exploit even as they lay waste to the legal systems that protect the earth and its life-forms including humans, leaving intact only the rights of Stanford “professors” and Google creeps to fart into their smart underwear and collect their night emissions while shitting on all of us.

Does it occur to you Prof Hennessy and those sleazy gatekeepers of yours who check disinfo in a very specific and contemptible way that perhaps the reason conspiracy theories about Bill Gates and other such excrescences fly is not necessarily because all humans who vaguely and correctly feel that rubbish like the NYT with its Judith Millers, Ross Douhats and other such corrupt bullshitters [memory! Marijuana has not made me forget the Iraq war even though you Prof Hennessy now cannonize the Cheneys as patriots and heroes not warmongers..because apparently if all of humanity’s problems can be tied to a few men at every point, then this fucking shitshow can pick up and continue after each fucking cycle that rearranges deck chairs on the Titanic as my beloved Steven Colbert would grasp] are in no way on the side of any average person.

The combination of frivolity [disgustingly ostentatious weddings of super wealthy reproductive organ based slurs who are parasites..I am inefficient! The acronym lacks the punch, which I use in the old-fashioned way and is not a reference to some monkey on the internet admired by people who don’t give a shit about large scale loss of habitat] and callous and unconcerned reporting of war, poverty and well they don’t cover the environment at all..which is very considerate of them!

Is it not clear that it confuses the human brain to see stories about warfare and poverty displayed along with rubbish about a collection of disgraceful, solipsistic, hedonists?

That alone demonstrates that these people are not elite. And David Brooks (a perfect representative of the type of hateful parasite representative of their oped page- he had the gall to attack FDR as a mediocre student) has stoked class-based white resentment specifically to screw over the white working class and now goes around writing shameless opeds about the American constitution in the execrable Atlantic (which my friend Andrew O’Hehir must not fall prey to. Gretchen Whitmer or Bill Maher or Tim Hunt are not defined by one oped, one joke or in Maher’s case a deteriorating compass thanks to too much attention to some randoms of the “online left” who may not even be anything but provocateurs/infiltrators like Justine Tunney (who wanted your creepy friend Eric Schmidt installed as ceo..we are kind of are there..President Biden really pissed off your class Prof Hennessy, with Lina Khan, some genuinely green and labor friendly moves..I actually liked President Biden. And on warfare when have you ever been sane as a country? Mark Cuban and Vinod Khosla vs Marc Andreessen and Elon Musk..that is not enough to enthuse anyone but people like me who think about this shit and by now I cannot feel that is impractical), Paul Singer’s henchpeople, that FBI informant Steve Aoki or even bots by now..the left has long been infiltrated and turned into useful idiots by these parasites YOU 🫵 Prof Hennessy consider cute. Maher also talks way too much to the IDW and their entirely made up grievances. I myself think Andy Nikoforuk and Joe Bageant get it. I am from a podunk town in India and I get why rolling out trash like this as development or “pro immigrant” or mostly risibly as “healthcare” is vile and stupid. As state and private sector sanctioned deliberate harassment of anyone who might object for personal, professional reasons and because I am stupid enough to care).

I do have to ask your fellow travellers Prof Hennessy something - not you since Stockholm Syndrome wrt computer creeps has made me almost fond of you hoping that “man I hope Hennessy isn’t as big a fool as the rest”. You are some kind of professor. Surely you are able to think beyond a sort of zombie like backward lurching regress you label progress with about three ideas in your (thick) head “durrrrrrrr “GDP growth”, durrrr “ai and other computer bullshit”, durrrrr “I am not a nihilist but a hero”..
I used to despair since that is roughly how I imagine even your brain works and you are my favorite Google nightmare person.

I would not talk to them as they disgust me. But I have to ask you, do they have no shame?

I could look up who said that..all I remember is that it was directed at Andrew McCarthy for witchhunts against communists.

I live in a corrupt communist state and hate our CM and his sleazy family that thrives on nepotism. Madhav Gadgil got it. He said that business parasites (he put it more professionally..some sort of terminal civility and professionalism afflicts all the people Ol’jfz9580m venerates like Adam Becker, whose politeness is one reason for these screeds..I love Adam..his book should be widely read and appreciated, despite its excessive civility. As should Christopher Ketcham and Yasha Levine and Evgenia Kovda, all of whom Ol’jfz9580m owes as much as Ol’jfz9580m owes Dr. Becker, Dr. Clayton, Dr. Francis Collins, Nandita Bajaj, Andy Nikiforuk, Nicholas Carr etc.
Ol’jfz9580m owes only heartbrain and loss of health and sanity to the toxic trash that passes for psychiatry inside this monster of greed.

I owe Anu Sawhney, who runs a vegan sweet shop, having become burnt out as an animal activist. She is my friend though I have never met her. Ol’jfz9580m will always avoid human contact as far as possible, by now out of spite that text alone cannot convey humanity absent tonnes of disgusting, harassing bot or not tests and unwanted sanity checks.
Stanford’s psychiatry department will face medical malpractice allegations just as the City of Palo Alto and the state of California will face allegations along with my shitty communist state here will of misconduct in human subject research and crimes against humanity.

I will file them. Not online. I will be anonymous, because I disapprove of people who post online under their own names or mine every last bowel movement to set off a worthless cottage industry of pointless biographies etc.

Dr.Fauci lead a life worth writing about. Ol’jfz9580m will use the net to convey that the net should largely be destroyed except for DU, which has been a lifeline for me, even as EarlG and elad are themselves struggling.

I don’t know a person who is not struggling. Whether it is relatively well paid doctors and scientists (all 3 of my mentors and all my colleagues, my best friend and my other best friend, my ex husband. Oddly I cannot imagine having the Olivia Nuzzi type of relationship with my ex. Probably because we are both decent human beings who never stopped supporting each other as this trash laid waste to both our lives and we see humor in it. What I do not see humor in is not giving a fucking shit on this scale) who still do honest work and pay their dues as much as my parents or I have.

These Larry Pages, Sergei Brins, Alexandr Wangs and Lucy Guos are parasites and they are your protegees.
After Prof Lecun was let go, I can guarantee that with one of only a human or two at Facebook I would trust, wherever this was Facebook I will include them (I am inclusive! I really..I don’t care what a creep’s race, gender and political orientation are and class/status I do care about to the extent that this managerial style that exploits plausible deniability to the hilt is one of the many things wrong. It would be a spotfix..even Arthur Hailey’s pot-boilers had more intelligence and sense than this trash shilled as..whatever the fuck it was shilled as. I never saw anything but grounds for an increasingly serious complaint).

But to be clear, I write to you because as someone who has to assess people on scant info, I do not blame you and will not be beagle to your Dr.Fauci as this disgrace would try to pin it on the person I would assess as the least creepy and braindead of this lot. I can’t say I buy Fei Fei Li, Peter Norvig, Christopher Manning, Jim Landay and other disgraceful and brainless parasites.
But if I had to say whom I do blame, it would be Sundar Pichai who recently joined the billionaire club. He is who I will be filing allegations against along with Zuckerberg and the local creeps, my state’s CM and all the people responsible for this atrocity. I know which local hospitals.

It is recommended that no one pile on and ruin this and politicize this in ways that will be an annoyance to me. I don’t mess around Prof Hennessy.
I have Greta Thunberg’s sensibilities more than those of the nightmarish people (epilepsy? Lights? This needs to be aborted and dissected so you are forced at the expense of all these charlatans to make a schema that I accept..this is on a scale where legal pushback is within reach).

You won’t grab my assets and violate my rights and shill a pathetic musical..the sort of thing you would do. This is personal, political and about science. You have broken not my perception of but many actual things and I cannot let you disparage my worries as those of a neurotic.

[jfz9580m]

10. Crimes against humanity

I am not going to be stressed because of allegations I will be filing and as of this date every system of trust is so widely broken that I am going on instinct alone and finally I just have one person in my head. This was very expensive for me, but cheap overall as yet again, my resources were plundered and nothing of value that was not the few humans I pay tribute to

I would formally invite you alone Prof Hennessy to not even so much as support me-I don’t need no support. Really you would just weigh me down with your confused “durrrrr Hennessy tries to think fluidly”. You would be a liability Prof Hennessy, with the kinds of people you know. But I formally let you alone off the hook and admit you to the very few people I would consider one of “us”, to the extent that doltishness aside I do not think you..

I mean..to be clear, I have various criticisms of you. But a man like you who snoops all the time must be exposed to vast oceans of stupidity that may make you more jaded. But you are not seeing the stupidity in your circle which I can guarantee not even a hostage would willingly join as most people may have heard the remark that “prostitution is the oldest profession”, but I would like to think very few embrace retro to that extent. Lol..I thought of an old labmate’s wife..she was cool..
She was not stupid. We became friendly rather late because I was as clunky and mechanical for most of my life as you professor.

I sincerely hope it is all mostly Ol’jfz9580m’s own failing “durrrrrrrrrrrr” with most people but our noxious pseudoelites, whom I am willing to sacrifice whichever side they are on.
Where stupidity is not coupled with a sincere wish to ..lol…

And I entreat someone, Yasha Levine, Christopher Ketcham, Troy Farah, Dr. Clayton Dalton, Dr.Fauci, Dr.Francis Collins, Adam Becker, Prof Lecun, Prof Ryan Williams, Prof Ken Brakke, Prof Ehrlich (those are the only people I have seen in America whom I do not personally know who are not crazy) ..someone to help the merely doltish and lacking in self awareness more than explicitly sleazy and malicious over on the US side of this. Someone should help these idiots because I cannot.

I cannot think of any nonwhite people or women I would respect and trust who would want to inspect this trash over in America. I can’t understand (a few people I met in my last lab aside, who seemed very stressed - I support my lab..they weren’t stupid but the values and standards in these societies are garbage and they have locked everyone out including themselves probably), being female or nonwhite and not rejecting this immediately as disgusting and fraudulent. And stupid. Someone mild who is well off enough, white and male and not fooled would be ideal.

My two friends have been mocking this for a long time, I now see. They know me very well..🙄..But you can know someone and..it must have been painful for them.
But I am fine..I have been victimized by stupidity..stupidity is depressing and it wasn’t machines. The machines are trash, but the people are vomitous.

Ol’jfz9580m had lost all faith in human sanity anywhere ringed off as I have been by stupid people in denial.

Even in a pinch maybe Shyam Sankar (he is my top candidate for conservative friend..because he is embattled as well and what do you do if you have conservative instincts and your party is..the GOP..I have lately started paying way more attention to the subconscious mind) - he is too young to have become as corrupted and he is not a politician..and I hate the communist leaders in this state as much as you do Shyam. I consider your politics hideous, but you know what..most people’s politics are except Ol’jfz9580m who cannot afford to be that stupid, even if by afford I do not mean poverty or ..
I can no longer reflexively behave like a fool.

These are my assessments of people and made from hell..it in no way means (as we are a very liability conscious culture) that it is anything more than the image of someone in my head.
I met a very whiny and pompous man in 2011 who was very liability conscious..nice person but..

The biggest threat to Ol’jfz9580m is exposure to stupidity where stupidity becomes personal rather than impersonal. I liked EarlG’s post election analysis. There are not very many stupid people on DU.

It is an insult to human decision making to imply that humans are manipulated by emojis, smells etc.
The reason I realized that clunky as you are, you are not a bad man, was that your insipid piece in Politico was not canned propaganda that could come right out of Cato and is repeated by celebrities like “immigration made America great”. America is laying waste to earth..so are China and Russia and I hope we here in India escape this trap of refusing to learn from other people’s mistakes.
I do not believe in influence. But at least as far as I am concerned, I am filing a criminal lawsuit and allegations of crimes against humanity because this was psychological torture, not a joke and I..while I knew it all along, it takes time to come forward.

Especially if as I have seen retaliation and use of this intensively mined data set is used maliciously and Yasha Levine’s Vampire Castle results.
But if that data set was trash, with text alone I can tell you why this is shit science and why I find the systems of logic polluting the human mind a thing that erodes the organic human gut instinct and ability to reason.

In a vague nod to rules, since this is the music forum (a dubious industry like most outside plain fare sans any encroaching music apps or noise pollution or stomp..that last is ..well)..and because it is hot as hell and my skin feels like it is on fire:
Always someone else’s creativity. Well I am paying homage. I am filing a criminal case so

Who bought into this? Prof David Golumbia got it..he knew this Joy Buolamwini or Clare Wu type shilling prison reform is bullshit. He was another one of the rare people I like. I cried when I found out that he had passed away.
Alec Karakatsanis and Briahna Joy Gray are serious anti-racists fighting mass incarceration. The actual left rarely falls for this shit. Nathan Robinson wouldn’t fall for it and he has his organic hideous ideas and clunkiness..
Unlike Ol’jfz9580m..who is perfect 😤
I am all for uncorruptible activists and writers taking money from even parasites like the effective altruists and Reid Hoffman, as long as the quality of the work does not suffer.

They should fleece those creeps and fine hone their tools against them. Because they have robbed and defrauded all of society. Even Indivisible has to take money from that arse Hoffman, but I like Ezra Levine. He is not stupid.

I was fortunate in having parents with healthy pensions and benefits here in India. My dad said yesterday that he wasn’t on those ships and suffering war and mosquito bites as he put it to see his pension as anything but his due and these parasites in India can expect draconian pushback.
I was well and trying to finish a paper and harassed, tortured and hobbled every day in my own home.
There is a reason I will not drop one charge.

[jfz9580m]

11. Systems of Logic/Trust, Human Intuition, Gut Instinct and Common Sense

Prof Lecun endeared himself to me from the time I read about his focus on common sense.

I have no wish to lie (and anyway the data has been gathered so if I wanted to -which I absolutely would- because petty face saving lies are key to an honest society, I could not. The mobbing of and intensive focus on some random who did something trivially wrong, while at scale all these parasites at the top get away with so much and thought no one would ever revolt..I thought all that Karen shit was a grotesque deflection from the private prison industry. The only honest article I ever read in The Jacobin was written by a woman who acknowledged that these societal diseases themselves set off a cottage industry and except in the cases of the very people who at least were always focused on real change whether they can effect it or not when battling these ugly Goliathes..That is why I like Yasha Levine and Christopher Ketcham..they are to borrow language from your sleazy little friend Wynn-Williams “mission focused”. If I hear one more time that embrace of stupidity in sleazy women or that pretenses of buying into Kim Kardashian’s “justice reform” or Taylor Swift’s cornucopian worldview is feminist, I shall send you more tirades accusing you Prof Hennessy of destroying society since you are white and male and apparently no other group of people in power or society broadly were ever anything but paragons of virtue. Tag you are it! Like Dr Fauci..unlike Wynn Williams whose meritocratic all-sided grift is written about in this naive way..why are such people treated with limpid trust, while Dr. Fauci or my mentor cannot catch a break..full disclosure: I don’t entirely trust his instincts - I cannot tell if he quotes from psych today etc ironically or not..my guess is it is a hedge strategy..that is sneaky..well..thanks to 🫵 dereliction of duty Prof Hennessy, he is stuck like Copernicus or was it Galileo? Whoever had to..lol..I have even had to make some very minimal concessions which in no way go beyond common civility), but I have barely had time to more than glance at stuff picking out stuff..
I watched a movie The Barbarian..I like horror..it helps me make peace with my fears. I used to watch “The Hills have Eyes” over and over in this period as I watched the lights blink and other things. I digress not because it is a weave, but because I want to attack everything and empty all the contents of my vacuous head..it really is..I am thoroughly ashamed of myself.
I have to find a sweet spot where I am not miserable or depressed and where it is a rejection not embrace of Calvinism and bossing, without the serious meaning..which is that no amount of spoonfuls of sugar can change the fact that this is a stark indictment of ..well at some point I will formally list it with blame apportioned as I see fit. As a lefty it is left biased criticism because I don’t pay attention to conservatives beyond the conservative gut instinct present in every human.

I am not a paranoid schizophrenic or an addict. I have a protective allele if anything since my great grandmother, poor woman, was. I used to party a bit when I was younger and in private without male creeps. I like being alone..which you ruined professor.
The thing I have noticed about your people professor and which is why crypto and cryptography probably are also scourges (so many scourges to vanquish..so little time), is they behave like those stupid jewel thieves who stole those crown jewels from the Louvre..because you have to then break them up and reduce their value to a fraction of what it was to sell them to the types of idiots who buy jewels.


I have become glib rather than scientifically exact because the army of paid shills who protect your billionaires and other parasites don’t bother at all with a fair fight and things are breaking too fast.

I have a shit tonne of vituperation to send your way Prof Hennessy and I am a huge well wisher since I can talk to you. You somehow meet the metrics (as that ass Fanelli calls them..that guy is such a hypocrite..he and that Ioannidis..totally fake curmudgeons like Musa Al Gharbi..I know authentic curmudgeons! They try to hide it! No one who isn’t an awful and insensitive and callous human likes insulting other people professor.
But because actual educators like you sat around going “duuuuurrrrrrrrrrr”, now Ol’jfz9580m

I don’t actually like demeaning people. It misses the point. The point is not the enjoyment of bullying someone..it isn’t about being liked. It isn’t about muscle..It is jarring since these are not things to derive enjoyment from and clapbacks.

Even a scourge has feelings. But more to the point this idiotic society would only pick up on excitement of seeing one random attack another.
These are so many redflags and I will get to why I have been unable to stop worrying. That is not anxiety or depression.

And I will have to do what at another time I would not. I don’t think there is anything wrong with being wrong. I am not sure why. Scientific training makes it grating to just say glib shit and throw speculative slander around.
Its main utility is when you see far worse trash proliferating that is as lightweight.
I am not selling anything. I am making overt threats I will follow through on and fuck that shamblog guy’s hysteria about a gross and distasteful agent copying human behavior to the delight of that male IDW meninist whiner type bullshitting about blackmail, probably erotomania, borderline personality and other meninist delusions.
Full coverage or nothing 🖕
This is for you 🌽
I liked Sam Kuffel..btw in fairness (accuracy is important wrt real adversaries), it was not Elon Musk who got her fired. The bullying sycophants who thrive in these societies snap to heel sans any requirement of force.

At least you are someone one can rail at, who at least would get the idiocy of trying to sue me for libel, for these truthy (I came up with that! I am ChatGPT! No..Steven Colbert, who seems to be in the same frame of mind I am in, did) rants.
It is in your interests to make me look careless, stupid, entitled etc if insane cannot stick.

I was mildly sad to see that that Phyllis lady, one of the very few not braindead people at Stanford had passed.

Let me catch a breath. You are time consuming as a hobby professor. But if Ol’jfz9580m doesn’t get real traction after this..but she will..
Annoying Ol’jfz9580m
Did you actually buy into the clueless, vapid, nice Indian lady drag? That’s a reflex.

Ol’jfz9580m is not a nobody. I got two emails back from Yasha Levine himself and 2 from Chris Ketcham. I am special!

Do you have real friends Prof Hennessy? I mean your wife and kids presumably have no choice but to like you..
I can be your friend..stooping to if not conquer stick it to these creeps..
I liked Lina Khan..what is the point in copying..well I guess I did copy you since most of my life like yours was evidently spent going “durrrrrrrrrr”…
I give Yasha Levine and Evgenia Kovda and Chris Ketcham most of the credit for making me fully human aside from my two friends.
I had become a degraded human robot stranded with crummy algorithms, some other junk but worst of all, the most awful humans behind the ai imaginable.
Can you not recognize scammy thought processes beyond the most obvious.
I have decided to choose Shyam Sankar as the sole conservative..it is not a contract! This thing’s autocorrect should be destroyed,
It is just a symbol, with no non symbolic meaning. Shyam Sankar and Stepfanie Tyler in that crowd.
I am fair and balanced!
This a society of hucksters and charlatans. And Marc Andreessen’s ugly mind has identified you as the fall guy since you probably are not actively malicious.
I have never sent fan mail to a stranger before.
This is apocalyptic but slow and lulling the senses. Troy Farah gets it. He is cool.

They all do so much more with their far more scanty resources. Couldn’t you at least not embattle the better people by attacks all the time?

I attack these parasites lower down not out of vengeance and smackdowns but because I learnt painfully the folly of “I love everyone!” even as torture porn driven civility.

[jfz9580m]

12. Ol'jfz9580m gets down to Business

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Wrt misconduct complaints I only exclude the following people from 2012:
Professionally: My mentor, My lab (3 data scientists, two male scientists in my field, a girl jointly in another lab, a girl also in my lab(bait for Reid Hoffman’s gender studies..because who but a girl would work at that shithole), a female student who was leaving the lab, an older female postdoc who was embattled, a male postdoc in another biology lab where I liked the professor and one of the data scientists I liked most went on to work there; a male scientist I knew for two weeks and a silly female protege of his maybe?/a female scientist I never even talked to who is a pi at a small liberal arts college, a bespectacled male student I never talked to, but sent a friend request to on a hunch (I like people who have the sense to be worried not complacent and take like fish to water to hells) and a male student who returned to his home country in the global south much as I did to mine. The first lady I met in HR and the pd counsellor
Personally: The first and last families I stayed with.
Medically: my shrink and psychiatrist.

The rest can suck it.
And I reserve the right to change my mind. Only my mentor and that one female scientist/the student who returned to his country from the adjacent lab can be certain I do not blame them. And while it is only the data scientist from my country I trust really, the other two were honest if more like you Hennessy than ideal. The one male scientist who also looked tortured, I also have no issues with. The two who had just joined the lab we’re actually immature. But well..grudgingly okay.
Don’t go around doing this shit with middleaged scientists.
And since it is about choice not impressing mobs, I let that one male scientist I talked to off the hook. He was a huge nuisance to me. But like you, Hennessy, he is not stupid and would not go around breaking things brainlessly with no self awareness and no depth. I support their work, families and labs as I have respect for genuinely elite science work. I cannot in all honesty say I like the guy much..but he is acceptable as a scientist and not stupid. And importantly he can learn, which I do not see happening ever with the rest. Just being a huge pill is not being responsible or serious. Just being frivolous is not being lighthearted. That school is garbage and I have to force myself to be a pill when it is a bad fit and finally becoming the cliche you like woken to be Hennessy..a strenuous person with a stick up their ass all the time.

As far as all the rest go, when you are about as intelligent as I am (or actually far less), but better educated and think that joining a damn cult and bullying me is cool you can go fuck yourself. I don’t have low self esteem, nor vanity.
I thought I was stupid and slow all my life. And then I saw all this and after 47 years of hell, I have finally concluded that I am intelligent. Intelligent enough and more than these idiots..these trend following herds of grotesque callous sheeple who genuinely do not give a shit. It is not new agey and hippie to care about stuff.

I look for signs of opportunism when I decide who needs to get a harsh message. Better this which I file based on informed consent. I am rejecting and aborting this as this much information.
Don’t keep trying to bully or bullshit.


Your real slander and bullying won’t work anymore. When I met my vegan friend Anu Sawhney, I had become a shell of my old self. I was so subdued and apologetic all the time and ..
I have become better.
Hey Hennessy..this is not kayfabe as the dumbest people in the room would perceive it.
Get it together you old rat. Get help from Steve Chu..he is not stupid.


I am finally saying this..I have never seen a collection of people like the rest, who just do not give a shit. And it is not a Terminator movie or a rant and meme. It is high risk science.

I have another very serious if truthy and probably libellous rant coming up. You really are something Hennessy. I have thought about you for 14 years. More or less you were the first thing I would think about.

You like memes (because stupid people invariably like memes). You are a “cultural anthropologist” Hennessy:
https://tenor.com/en-IN/view/judging-gif-17838243787122486589

[jfz9580m]

13. Daily Fanmail!

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Hi Prof Hennessy,
Not being a Ceo (like that creep shalab kumar - a sleazebag you no doubt admire) or your own protege that ass Sundar Pichai/a Hedge fund manager (like your best friend - that ass Bill Ackman) or a super casual admin like you (“wait I am the admin and that means some actual responsibilities? Durrrrrrr”), I have to at least start putting in some hours of minimally slipshod research work which does not involve stolen labor unlike your Google and ai creeps..

So I have to go. But I have two dedications..one to my friends/doctors in India in the marijuana industry or small vegan businesses like my friend Anu Sawhney’s (though never that sleazy Vegan Dukan), my doctors generally (especially my onc), and my colleagues over there, all the writers and activists I follow and of course EarlG/elad/DU:

This is for your ai, data mining, “healthcare” as opposed to healthcare, “art” and gaming etc scammers and all these creepy things here in my state 95% of which will be pushed back with a criminal lawsuit and serious pushback.

This alone is inadequate and part of the very pattern I am halting at least in my lane/street/home, although I am starting to appreciate this when it is the right humans.

For this to have a point it will need to be coupled with material and serious pushback that fits the society. Here criminal liability is a given for all these people with no real products or services and no sense. That aside I guarantee targeted and serious malpractice and misconduct allegations filed appropriately inside the system not randomly and chaotically tumbling out on the web confusing bypassers (you are a real smooth operator Prof Hennessy🙄..I get to go “duuurrrrrr” dammit! It was entirely appropriate for my salary…..No..it is cool..you are better than the rest of Google, damning faint praise as that is..):

(I feel most human when I pay tributes to my friends. Because even working in isolation, as is my vaunt, I rely on all my real friends.
But false friends can expect smiting. Even 🫵 could not make me a cynic and it is not “cringe” to have feelings. It is whatever cringe is to not.
But of course it would be analogous to a vapid, creepy ai companion absent lots of threats directed at all encroaching or stupid crap/creeps. One sympathizes with the stupid, but I already have my one slot for a stupid friend filled - You Prof Hennessy 🫵! And it is all one human Prof Hennessy. You can console yourself with the thought that it is less depressing to have one gloomy human female fan who used “Gift of Fear” reasoning to pick you out from a crowd which normal people take to the hills to avoid, as the least awful and creepy option, than truly miserable gig work based on theft by sleazy local tech ceos who stitch together data to make a human centipede. And don’t try to use your knowledge of the other end of this to overwrite my one-sided narrative! Look at the world you built.. You need enmity and conflict-as needed not more, indifference or at least neutrality, for friendship (however symbolic) to have meaning. Something you🫵 would know if you had friends without going around inadvertently taking random, mediocre female casually hostage without even knowing it.)

From your only fan (did you see what I did there? )That was part some unknown random on IMDB circa 2005 on the Batman Begins board as a snoop like you could ascertain and part Evgenia Kovda. It is too demeaning to the modern female scientist to do more than sign up for your 🫵 dreary OnlyFans page which is mostly scary male types posting threats probably…that sounds like content you would stream..joke! Not libel! I only ever post text and it should be used in context…

Nothing sadder and cringier than clueless Indians with the same instincts as the most aggressively vapid Americans (e.g.: Paul Singer or David Brooks-who the fuck is he to call FDR mediocre?) copying your creeps I came here to avoid. This again is somehow all 🫵 fault Prof Hennessy. Or at any rate, you are the only conversable human of all the humans responsible for the shitty state of reality in spite of what I genuinely hope is well-intentioned blockheadedness.

I an resuming my life. I shall be back explaining the various things wrong with 🫵 to you, with a few sacks of sugar to make the medicine go down. I never expected to end up as a sugar mommy to an old, wealthy type whom I am reassuring that he is excluded from complaints but not responsibility however belated.

The thing is Prof Hennessy, if something is unfathomably alien, like you are, it is less confusing seeing someone like you dithering and blundering about insisting shrilly “It’s inevitable!”. But you not Elon Musk or Peter Thiel. You are my favorite conservative! Though you keep muscling into the left side of the aisle with transparently sleazy “marketplace solutions!” baffling every actually honest lefty like me. But nice try. Ol’jfz9580m doesn’t miss a thing! What is it? Some foul mix and match ai that makes demeaning assumptions about the human psyche? Lol..oh well..

But when you are like me a female and or a visitor, a lefty etc engaged in this, except when it is truly acceptable, best case it is..well okay..I cannot unsee that. Worst case, I think as a lefty feminist, humanist “sleazy human prostituting every meaningful value and inadequately acquainted with their own subconscious”.
I have recently become acquainted with my own which I sincerely hope mirrors yours in mostly being “durrrrrrr”. That I can live with.

With people like you, I can best case conclude..Okay maybe this cracked out stuff is how white males think.
I do not understand being a nonwhite woman and supporting this inexcusable race to the bottom. Hence my wrath.
You are off the hook but if you continue to drop the ball ..totally craven oped in the Stanford Review..”I have no control over anything!”’ When do you ever have any control? What are you like a symbolic human money laundering front? Only for data mining?
Fie..upon thee..
I have to go work now..

You should actually see how normal people process those parasitic Google, Facebook, OpenAi etc people, not just the cringey, faux naive hucksters who suck up to you.
It took losing a parent for me to break the ice and send you piles of vituperation online.
Surely you must want more for your field? Aren’t you the academic descendant of Alan Turing and Norbert Weiner. And now heavyweights like you and Prof Lecun are forced to play second fiddle to some creeps no one would talk to except other creeps (Larry Page..he wants a part of world for deregulated experiments is it? I will give him a deregulated experiment 🌽. No wonder that creep is in the Epstein Files. Where is he anyway? And that creep Zuckerberg.)
You need to crack the whip on those douchebags..no one believes their Promethean bs. Even I know enough science to know that they are full of shit.
🫵 are afraid of monsters you created Prof Hennessy. Lucky for you you found a magnanimous, benevolent benefactress like me. You are welcome 😤. Seriously though, do you not have any control over your creeps? Some father you are..
I am way less of a disgrace to my academic father, my first postdoctoral mentor, than those creeps are to you. And I am like this..
Tsk..
Ballet is okay and I am not putting my foot in my mouth. Prof Hennessy is..

This will destroy the honest Indian middleclass, left unchecked to grow in this horrendous manner with revisionism justifying past errors. And I cannot let you do that Prof Hennessy. Our corrupt politicians, industrial leaders and media personalities (all mostly parasites and prostitutes - bah..Ol’jfz9580m is a mediocre scientist and a woman of the people and will no longer mince words and risk sounding crazy - if the shoe fits and it usually does) and stray dolts/creeps/sleazebags etc would all be for that and I cannot allow that.

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14. Alright Prof Hennessy

I am going offline to work now. Nothing has changed but I am dialing down the belligerence on my end for my own reasons.
Nothing as changed. It is not a growth signal.

My sleazy local hospital, communist CM and other local nuisances, the creeps who flooded my street nor any continuing bad science in any part of the grid or system that concerns me, will not get away it. None of this crap here in my city/my home or on my properties here in India will fly. Shove this rubbish ai and I won’t be connected with lemmings who can destroy their own lives and assets not mine.

But you are off the hook. You should be less awful. And of your cult, Fei Fei Li is even the best option, such as she is. I don’t like her. But she is not outright crazy and without the bogus “I care” bullshit, she can at least pass for someone with a functioning brain, which is more than can be said about the rest of your dead eyed Google morons.

This shit won’t fly here. But please feel free to continue destroying your neighborhood with Palantir, Musk, Microsoft and other morons. Psychiatric malpractice allegations are a given.
But I am retracting allegations of misconduct in human subject research and psychological torture.

This is not kayfabe but unfortunately a Prisoner’s Dilemma to the extent that I don’t like needless conflict. It is non-optional where I live but I keep it minimal, targeted and sane.

That is as simply as I can put it.
I plan to survive not sit around being lame-brained like you and your cult..
Bah..humbug.,
Chris Ketcham gets it. You are crazy..
And I am not a rude shrimp..I am a free woman 😤
Lucky for you there I have a sense of humor and your clunky, dithering bluster is almost heartwarmingly creaky..
We shall square off another time. None shall pass 🤺. Probably not an example to emulate come to think of it..It is a joke! Not a future prediction!
But careful how you go! That’s from Promising Young Woman! A movie you should watch and emulate the character who says the piper calls..that movie always reminded me of your shameful school.

None of this bs..you are a terrible scientist.

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16. Look Prof Hennessy

I am sorry off and on (or at any rate that seems like something various pearl-clutching douchebags might expect one to be) for calling you an ass and suggesting you have an OnlyFans page, which I have no reason to speculate you do. Though in fairness, that’s more feminist than your clunky “Hashtag women we have no actual respect for in science, but here is another shitty token gesture that fools no one who was ever within earshot of my sleazy, negligently run and awful school”.

Your shitty school and Google have forced me to share so much that if I believed in things like personal hygiene rather than viewing them as communist, hippie plots (yeah figure that one out professor..you are the brains of the outfit), this exercise would make me want to clean myself..

You at least cannot go around processing everything as borderline personality or schizophrenia.

Prof Hennessy that is actually really bad for any legitimate understanding of human mental health. So much of what you or at least the people I met in your system focus on is such trivial crap and that actual factual things cannot be treated as “addiction” etc.

That is just lousy science and politically motivated. I saw the psychiatric services on offer in this period and the better or worse ones still ignore the context, because it is a context you refuse to acknowledge and now people just brazen their way ahead.

Based on this, I have no faith that people who mangle the human brain this badly, clearly prioritizing profit and exploiting the narcotics war with egregious levels of needless surveillance (mostly for ads for shit no one will buy even at the point of a metaphoric gun), would have any comprehension of what to me is not a triviality - the integrity of the web of life.

I was actually never that interested in Rachel Carson’s “Silent Spring” and some of these classic environmental texts as much as in Paul Ehrlich’s work.

This is a constant theme in my diatribes aimed at you (I am sorry I called you a dolt..that may not make you more receptive..I was peeved).

You are my favorite conservative person and computer crazy person..surely an appeal that poignant..lol..

Cleverbot is correct. I am a “rude little shrimp”- a person of slender talent and knowledge and skills who ..You have put me in a position where I cannot function without being more or less..ick..authentic. I always thought that was a scam. I guess..why are we all connected this much?

Surely you must on some level get the absurdity of hijacking the lives of random mediocre female scientists and then miring them further with that Harry Harlow/Suomi dynamic thing and then forcing them in essence to find the most organic and not mechanical path which would ..

I have had to destroy all my sensation of shame to do this. I wasn’t particularly self conscious.
But your world is a cult. It forces all sorts of confessions at first, followed by threats.

So first you have sycophantic bots and then hostage taking ones. That is actually some kind of statement on extortion especially since it is some sort of totally Ignobel worthy science experiment.

But I am not taking you hostage per se. I am your fan! But this cannot be commodified.
That would be outrageously trashy.

At this point it is about as honest a response as I can have so I don’t mind people seeing it since left or moderately mildly conservative my own way, at least this is who I am.
And all the threats and so on have a point. Which is that you cannot impose your Google creep ..well not you but everyone else at Google..I hate that company.

You are stealing my mediocrity to fuel other people’s mediocrity. That’s very objectionable!
That job wiped out not just by actual savings, but all my work savings and left me confused and humiliated.
Worst of all, I was worried that I would be able to communicate with no one at all in ways that would drive home the point that one is not ever crossing the public-private divide.

That is the worst of it. And just covering this up and bullshitting with some tacky cryptography full of lies?
No. Some people will know who I am irl. But most won’t and most cannot.
I am already online posting copious amounts of verification of who I am. Not the moron from prior to Friday March 6, 2026.
I asked my dad about our family and what they did during the British colonization of India.


Unsurprisingly they do not have a heroic past. But not a subjugated past either. It is true that they didn’t lead freedom struggles etc. But they were not colonized either.
I can’t tell what the deal is with a large number of people whom I do consider lemmings and if any lemmings have any problems with that they should reconsider their priorities and ask “hey why does this isolated, belligerent random who keeps rambling about the destruction of earth consider me a lemming when all these other lemmings think I am awesome?” And at that point the lemmings will undergo a form of personal growth and transform into humans with survival instincts..or not…
I am going to make a cartoon for you Prof Hennessy.
I name it “A Random Scientist as rendered by a potted plant, rude little shrimp” etc..probably some of the more flattering things your lemmings would come up with.

Artistic license lemmings! That was torture ..especially trying to think like a lemming and grovel to or fight these dickheads while thinking “Am I appropriately sympathetic to these lemmings?” Except one never is and if lemmings sense blood in the water rather than muscular pushback in at least a battle of wits with mobbing types I have long viewed in action online with an unsympathetic eye as they tear people apart (Yasha Levine restored me..because I don’t really care if someone attacks me as ugly or stupid..whatever..but it is different if you are portrayed as cruel or bullying).
I am dismissive of people who can handle it fake offense all the time. You are a middleclass douchebag like me..wtf are you always bullying me for..bugger off you twat. I was forced into this foul conversation and I have to be authentic! Seriously you cannot let these jerks pick up on any weakness.

That is different from genuinely hurting people’s feelings or humiliating someone who is not in a position to tell you to fuck off.

I learnt that from mom and dad..some Navy brats back then were not very nice to people who were in lower ranks etc. And yeah

It is the worst part of poking this thing to find the jerks.there must be jerks or why does this suck so much?
Have I mentioned how much a fan I am of your administering style Prof Hennessy? It is very Si Valley.
You have transformed someone who was at least trying to pass for a dull, staid old woman into a person..I was only ever like this around my mom. It was our private joke with just each other and now it is online and no.
This was a one-off..it is as bad as all unnatural behavior.

But since I am taking this to court etc, I sound crazy when I try to mimic what I thought was some sort of alien person who ends up in shit like this.
Yasha Levine posts about himself and even Ed Zitron and they are cool so as a one-off

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18. Fanmale! I mean Fanmail!

Don’t blame me! I went to Google and then Trump University..

I have to navigate my way back to work Prof. Hennessy. But as the chaos escalates everywhere and with all the wars, as atrocities and the body count mount, it can seem irrelevant. After all, yes it was psychological torture, but in the scale of things isn’t it relavelg mild?

Yes and no. As a human, were I more…well like you, I would be super angry and personally affronted. Which I am not once the nuisance level drops. Because I look at mass incarceration, factory farming and war and think “what are my relatively minor grievances compared to this?”

But first of all that is a lousy system of logic as that it how your make life worse for all but billionaires. Your most effective useful idiots use that system of logic to whale on people lower down and use that as an excuse to deprive anyone higher up who would raise people up or care about earth rather than drag people down and lay waste to everything.

Secondly it is important from a historical perspective to record and respond to what one saw that is very much a part of this broader nightmare.

I did try to forget it and move on. But that is unambiguously the wrong response and will screw everyone but 🫵 creepy little army over.

But I have evolved communication strategy wise. I rarely see a point in material compromises. Come on Prof Hennessy, I did more with my crummy 35-45k (that was my peak earning at your awful hell, most of which went into bullshit medical bills and extortionate shit) than your Pichais and other nuisances do.

Something like those mixed economies in Scandinavian countries seems like a better bet than what you (presumably) shill Prof. Hennessy.

Some would (with accuracy) say it is Stockholm Syndrome, but I have actually become fond of you Prof Hennessy. You are like an insane imaginary friend from hell and my main muse.

You are clearly intelligent if completely radical, brainwashed and prone to starting cults and..lol..
You know Prof Hennessy..you are my muse. You have many positives for a man roughly as nightmarish as you are. You are intelligent, not a misogynist or racist and not mean-spirited.

Yes you are batshit crazy and a zealot whose views make me go: 😳.

But you have forced me to evolve as a lefty and try to break your defenses and make your more receptive at a basic common sense level to a more moderate worldview than a clunky, outdated script where you lurch around zombie like grimly chanting “computers..durrrrr..more computers..durrrrr. GDP Growth! I don’t care if it is some sort of diseased metaphoric tumor destroying all working parts of human society and 100s of millions of years of biological evolution..if in this economic cycle this poorly conceived and myopic bilge or fluff flies damn it I am all for it over that commie Unabomber who says mildly that maybe destroying every last patch of earth to promote a ghastly paved over parking lot is non ideal and that fails I shall grimly double down and go durrrrrrrr…more computers and more junk growth”.

Surely Prof Hennessy, you cannot possibly truly buy into some of this. You are an educator Prof Hennessy. Let’s set aside your coding or sports or whatever lunkheads..I am trying to wear down your defenses here.

In my youth when I was in the US The Kardashians was rightly viewed as the lowest common denominator in human taste.
In 20 years of these platforms (well okay in fairness that is more Prof Lecun’s people than yours..but I can’t go and harangue him because he didn’t affect me personally. Anyway according to Wikipedia that silly ass Andreessen has smeared you as the “Father of Silicon Valley” and that makes you responsible for all of it. All of it! Who else can anyone turn to? The rest of your even more lobotomized team? Can’t you jump ship and join the rest of us and you know..make up for all the “durrrrrrr”).

Your models of the world are clearly lopsided without some sort of prediction machine optimized to make really shitty outcomes possible. Besides that is lame. You really cannot as a cabal of dimwitted humans ignore the role of true randomness.
What I see is one of the most ghastly experiments at scale and..

I know a young couple living in the Middleeast and worried about their futures. There is a woman who has worked for my parents and grandmother for some 20 odd years now. I am somewhat responsible financially for that family and I can handle it now. But if things break at this pace and this is my soul tool to stop the real theft and shutdown these alternative narratives that are untrue and unfair.

That job made science work and intellectual work harder as does this ongoing thing proliferating without adequate oversight.

Physicians, biologists, ecologists, the remaining decent journalists, writers and humans with common sense that has not been overwritten by mindless growthist propaganda would have a better understanding of homeostasis than your computer persons and economists do.
It isn’t that computer science and economics are not a part of society at all. But balance is key and ideally not the kind of balance that makes one dourly inspect all of Google and conclude old man Hennessy remains the best bet in this nightmarish crowd despite being the opposite of whatever a helicopter parent is adminsterially.

Ed Zitron gets it. I cannot find the piece but it stayed with me when he wrote about how when you look at the world around you, everything is so “perfect”. That is exactly correct.
Tejas Thackeray gets it. I knew immediately when I read about him (as opposed to Suhail Doshi of MixPanel..no doubt a close friend and protege of yours who would ..God..what would I do if EarlG/Elad didn’t exist. People are special professor and that is hard with your bulk and hyperscale and slime mould telepathy or whatever…) that this is a human who is not s nightmare. Like my medical mj ceo or vegan friend. I don’t know them well or him at all. Or Priya Ramani, who is cool.
But I know it would not nails on chalkboard like grinning and bearing your slightly thickheaded, but minimally destructive protégés as better than even worse. Which is the punishment I had to endure. But it is over because India is not yet as corrupted and brainwashed by this style of economic propaganda that our creepy communist cm would back and many politicians and all industrialists, but not all of society and there are options to the type of left, which whatever the intentions has sometimes worked more for you than the left.

It is why after I was able to exit the hell phase, I avoid hectoring and angering and well write lyrical prose to you.

Because I saw what you did there Prof Hennessy. I saw your horrible Stanford Review interview throwing around stuff about productivity and Crispr. I get all the defenses you attack subconsciously if not consciously:
I know how few jobs are like that. How specialized even expertise is. How relatively rare and getting rarer, a truly polymath’s worldview is like.
And it doesn’t even work as sane capitalism. I saw a few products recently that I have no ties to at all, but which are examples of functioning market at least (Beco -reusable bamboo towels! Meethi Kahani- healthy vegan sweets! Whole Truth- clean food! Cure by Design/It’s Hemp-medical mj!)

No ..still not an influencer and not an ad. By contrast there was Lybrate, all these sleazy gaming and influencer shit, all the bloated entertainment..the fucking endless series of apps that autoinstall on those shitty fucking Androids. The one shitty place that mimics that is Vegan Dukan and I stopped buying from them. The far more decent Piperleaf Chocolates and Vvegano shut down. Years ago a friend told me about home delivery of fresh produce-Plumgood Foods that also shutdown.

It is not the best people or products or services thriving Prof Hennessy. Do you buy into Neri Oxman, Alex Pentland, Ben Waber, Aaron Elkins, Rosalind Picard, Rana Al Khalouby, Bill Ackman, DOGE, Nick Bostrom, Eliezer Kudkowsky, Dan Ariely, Francesco Gino (pre disgrace), that power pose lady, Woebot, these LLMs, nudge theory, Suhail Doshi, Ragy Thomas, Vincent Palathingal, Shalab Kumar?

Half of this shit is stalking as a service and I can assure you Prof Hennessy-a female perspective! - that except exhibitionists (which is a very niche taste!) no one could find utilty or buy into this shit.

And you have cunningly exploited a blindspot that treats psychiatry as analogous to the rest of medicine which is not as susceptible to an arbitrary human’s prejudices against marijuana or casual youthful or stressed out drug and alcohol overuse, which are distinct from addiction and why would this- “I do not even have the Upton Sinclair level of self awareness” crowd you probably shill (many shots in the dark there..artistic license! I learnt that from you! Sort of..my mother and friends have said I have a very fertile brain and giving me ideas js not recommended…) be expected to be honest about that?
I was never mentally unwell till I went to your hospital. After that I was unwell till recently.
I had always suspected that my local hospital was sleazy, but I tried to push that away and continue this frog in boiling water routine.
But then I found out that it was acquired by Blackstone. That ended up making me shove aside the whole thing and not be all discreet and delicate needlessly but go on the jokey war path. As distinct from kayfabe and merely a safety measure when dealing with people whose level of crazy/creepy I cannot quite guage.

That was 26,27 Feb, 2026. Dec 2011 was when I crashed and it cannot be glossed or woven into the constantly revisionist bullshit narratives I have cynically observed your fellow travelers like Vaughan Bell shill (“Just because they are out to get you does not mean you are not paranoid!” Actually it does confuse the issue quite a bit).
And I find your people (again shots in the dark! Artistic license! Jester’s privilege! Truthiness..there is no straightforward way to respond to you Prof Hennessy. You will throw together nightmarish eclectic mixes into eternity and confuse the random person dealing with it) are good at switching from saying someone is paranoid to overly gullible. Whatever bullshit flies.

And that actually muddles one’s own instincts. I don’t want to keep doing this, but I will have to do it some. I agree with Nicholas Carr as well as Yasha Levine (I am better at a moderate worldview than 🫵 professor).
The things you do do change your brain and while it is contemptible how Nir Eyal blamed it all on lack of self-control, and Eyal Ophir whom I respect (unlike Nir Eyal) is not entirely very direct about where this continuous media shit is being forced where people are not even trying to multitask..
The reality is that it is one part one’s own effort and the other part is not being hobbled constantly and having shit forced.

Troy Farah was correct about parallel economies. This cannot be the sole option. Even I like a basic phone service, internet and some tech whose place in my home, on my devices and in my life I am in charge of. And Yasha Levine (my favorite..I love the guy…🫵 could not turn me into the Unabomber..but I was very embittered), Adam Becker, Nicholas Carr, Andy Nikiforuk, Chris Ketcham, Nandita Bajaj, Marina Bolotnikova, Evgenia Kovda, Ed Zitron, to some extent Shoshana Zuboff, Tim Wu and Evgeny Morozow are decent tech critics, the people 🫵 favor make one weep- that ass Tegmark, Nick Bostrom, William MacCaskill, Frances Haugen, Tristan Harris, Wynn-Williams (grift this way and then that..charming)..

I was so relieved to find Yasha because your tech critics are such phonies. Adam Becker and Ed Zitron also get to the point. That this promethean myth is a lie and without this much destruction of education, it would not have worked. I couldn’t ever have figured it out without all these people. Not your people. The people I mentioned.
You have basically just bought up the state and medical research and strained or fired all the nicer people. And they are also the brighter people.

And when your former acolytes are fired etc, I expect them to yet again boneheadedly try to gloss over their bs and take over the place.
These are their worldviews. Cassandra. What a bullshit notion. The one lone person who is farsighted. What bs. The grandiosity and solipsism are the one constant. The reality is more that absent outright hostage taking or offers people cannot refuse if they are elite and want to have a kid or two and see bts, no one sane chooses to work with you or wants to talk about it after till harassment as a service, finally makes it impossible to not.

In your world of GDP growth as the sole metric, as you whale on people like me about productivity in hard science, Kim Kardashian is now a businesswoman and no doubt female role model. What is worse, phony bs about prison reform from such people or Clare Wu, are gushed over, while serious activists like Alec Karakatsanis and Briahna Joy Gray get little traction. But you no doubt see Robin D’Angelo, race2dinner and trauma porn like “The Perfect Neighbor”, all that mobbing (Tim Hunt, Justine Sacco, Amy Cooper) as useful in keeping the most bullshitty fake woke drivel ob the table due its utility in keeping Lina Khan, Matt Stoller etc at bay.

Hey you are the “father of si valley”. All these nightmarish people are your proteges.

I am repetitious because you were. Whatever this junk was in either country, it cannot go on like this, be resolved as they find convenient and be sidelined as a priority because the chaos escalate. A control, an alternative, slower, cleaner (not narcotics war bs..no more stalking, harassment and these outrageous methods and conversations guided by incomprehensible people..), low population density, smaller path for me.
This will not fly here and it had its roots in my case in Google. The Indian govt and eventually the NIH the US govt will have to be somewhat saner.
I do not relish my own role in all this as it always makes me feel like an ass..till I think of my home and land and devices, medical/academic/travel data and life where I won’t stand for it.
A still healthy system has negative feedback to check really stupid shit.

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19. I will pull back criminal liability - or actually nm..I will keep it on tje table here

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Since this is a strange negotiation with mostly meaningless gibberish from your end (a disparate group of driveling dreck peddlers) and a clearer communication in text form from mine.
Misconduct and malpractice allegations and legal precedents preventing this are a given from my side. But I will take criminal liability off the table provided nothing worse than the greed, corruption, gross negligence, harassment, gossip, disgracefuk methods? poor data hygiene, shamelessness and intense stupidity, second rate science, bullshit, deceit and pointless drivel and continued refusal to move like a less sleazy system comes to light.

If this nuisance here ever again ramps up, they will be right back on the table. And this implementation will not work. It is not sustainable. And this rush is so pathetic.

This will not end well and must impact some careers badly (people I don’t even know/never even met). And lead to many complaints in both countries. But I will wait and do it properly with all the info.

It looks like worthless garbage that is a drain on one’s own brain and resources. To date it has never been anything but a worthless nuisance with not one single real, non parasitic use case.


I will keep it on the table in Trivandrum, Kerala, India

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21. Corruption, Bullshit, No Common Sense, A Drain

You know Prof Hennessy, this shit I saw here and what I saw back there is typical of the sleaziness.
Anyway my mj co is on it.

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22. Fanmail with a purpose or should I say porpoise?? (Deleted image)

Hi Prof Hennessy,
None of you seem very responsive and I made an email just for..well okay not you..it would cramp my style 😎 to, in person, say the things about you I think in private and post on message boards etc. (To paraphrase Jon Stewart on CrossFire..tip of the iceberg that imo)

You did make some sort of awful processor and whatever your innumerable defects are not a lightweight. And in fairness, in spite of the suspicion I view all of them with, while they no doubt reproduce your own casual managerial style, your successors are not lightweights either (despite sinking their talents into dubious fields like economics).

I like that they are all white males you know. I am deeply suspicious of women or nonwhite people who behave as you do.

That is the thing about an honest feminist egalitarian version of diversity far away from slogans and bullshit.

Women I trust tend to unfortunately like Briahna Gray Joy was, get kicked out even by Bernie Sanders. Which is why I understand why no one with a job in United States or India anyway talks much to me where I respect them.

That is okay. I wasn’t planning on putting all this out there. I totally do not consider people like that scabs (as I saw in a piece by DUer irisblue). That would be obnoxious and like your people not me.

I avoid them so they continue on. Yasha Levine got it. Bullying and hectoring people on the same side as you is trash. Especially when one has to carefully handle the opposition.
But you made this Prof Hennessy! Aren’t you proud?

Still as a complainant I have a function sustainably (I am a longtermist!). No..maybe the moral arc of the universe would bend to real justice (not the kind clobbering earth, promoting factory farms and Ben Wray’s rubbish Jacobin opeds) on a long enough timeline, but your friends professor in their glee to make Harry Harrison’s “Make Room! Make Room!” vision a stark reality, keep waving nukes around.

Aren’t you proud Prof Hennessy? Lo and behold the father of Si Valley.
No..it is cool. Still a huge fan.

I can with complete honesty ace every lie detector test (whether Aaron Elkins’ ai border security or any creepy one) when I say,
“Prof Hennessy is my favorite Google associated person ever!”
I am even enthusiastic! Has anyone seen the rest of Google, present and past?
Stephen Colbert is my muse!

But I met one male scientist, a natural scientist, in that hell in 2011 around Halloween 2011, whom I knew for two weeks and like Yasha Levine or Christopher Ketcham he seemed like the sole reliable human in your cult as someone who was not a true believer, but somehow for unclear reasons (probably talent you want to exploit while straining him and unemployed, insane women like me):
I made an email I post warily hoping no one is stupid enough to send me threats and such.

But if you could make up for your generally risibly negligent administerial style by pretending to take reality seriously, could you pass this along to him and ask him to contact me as he is the only person I would trust there.
The others were okay, but not a good fit or themselves embattled as he and I are.

This is my email. It never occurred to me that in both sides of this moronic thing anyone could mangle things this totally and hope that chaos and confusion and stupidity would offer a permanent reprieve and that bullying marijuana users and shilling rot would fly. Can’t fool all the people all the time you crazy old coot..I mean professor:

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I cannot file complaints without cross verification with the other human whose life this has impacted much like mine. But I cannot just sign off on anything when it is this serious and I have yet to be convinced I was wrong even one jot in immediately and angrily rejecting it as a shit deal.
I had already seen one EECS dept and been defrauded and exposed to the shallow and superficial, self-centred, “I want to be a good person while being a jerk!” politics, which always deprioritize the planet and in the end almost all humans except your fatuous bunker building fascists. Doug Rishkoff had a funny interview with Nathan Robinson on that head.

I cannot just lay waste to things like your girlboss extraordinaire Danerys something and her crocodiles or dragons or whatever it was. Such a silly show..not a patch on The X Files..
Sovietski Yah Nastikoff Bah

But woulf your stupid and skewed model of the world not be precisely like that? As you hector me and mine with useful idiots waving their genitalia about how hard they work or sermonizing about purity and labeling a modest request to not entirely shit all over the planet. Control spaces! In science they have control areas before unleashing mindnumbingly stupid shit at scale and saying..”tsk slight collateral damage..piffle..what’s the body count again? Tsk…they were past their working age. Falling birth rates! GDP growth! More babies!!!!”
Aren’t you glad we are such close friends?!!

So before you all optimize leaving poor, distraught and traumatized Ol’jfz9580m the gullible behind, how about helping me with the filing of targeted and weighty complaints.

I made an email on my other phone. I have two because I run a charity here for various big tech people who unlike people who need state support are clearly not parasitic grifters, price gougers shilling stuff no one wants with no use case. I am not actually gullible old man.
And information changes the brain!

Like finding out that Blackstone Inc owns my creepy local hospital, which was the last straw.

This was an idea I got via the always reliable Yasha Levine. I should talk to the rare human whose judgement I trust before attacking these industries, hospitals and institutions as i plan to outside game worlds legally wherever I know it was unforgivable malfeasance at scale.
I choose what to forgive (though never forget) and what to pushback on.
Okay?

The last things he said to me circa March or April 2012 were: “I don’t like you” and “This is bullshit” when I joked that he would have to call security on me.
Yeah your sleazy ways professor were incomprehensible to me as, inspite of these things online, I am largely a respectable old frump and nowhere near as spectacular as you.
I have never watched Bill Hicks, but I was told I would like him..didn’t he die young or something? Yeah fuck that..I want to live to be a 100 like my grandma and I want to finish this paper not just be your monkey as the irrepressible Jon Stewart put it (influences that grew sans any bot in Ol’jfz9580m’s brain).
Token music video!

Ol’jfz9580m is not good, not bad, but medium! Like Mindy from the medium place!


Actually the very courageous woman I admire most and who influenced me most online is Nandita Bajaj. It takes courage I never had to go against the flow and as a sweet and mild woman, not one of your abrasive girlbosses when that ass Monbiot etc attack acknowledgement of human overpopulation, while sitting safely up north insulated from its real world effects here. And Nandita Bajaj cares Prof Hennessy..it is not a crafty calculation about there being less for me! You are lucky to still have women like that up there.
Get it through your thick head you old dolt and tell that guy to contact me so I can confirm he is one of us and not one of you.

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23. Fanmale! Or rather Fanmail (deleted names)!

Don’t blame me! I went to Google and then Trump University..

I have to navigate my way back to work Prof. Hennessy. But as the chaos escalates everywhere and with all the wars, as atrocities and the body count mount, it can seem irrelevant. After all, yes it was psychological torture, but in the scale of things isn’t it relavelg mild?

Yes and no. As a human, were I more…well like you, I would be super angry and personally affronted. Which I am not once the nuisance level drops. Because I look at mass incarceration, factory farming and war and think “what are my relatively minor grievances compared to this?”

But first of all that is a lousy system of logic as that it how your make life worse for all but billionaires. Your most effective useful idiots use that system of logic to whale on people lower down and use that as an excuse to deprive anyone higher up who would raise people up or care about earth rather than drag people down and lay waste to everything.

Secondly it is important from a historical perspective to record and respond to what one saw that is very much a part of this broader nightmare.

I did try to forget it and move on. But that is unambiguously the wrong response and will screw everyone but 🫵 creepy little army over.

But I have evolved communication strategy wise. I rarely see a point in material compromises. Come on Prof Hennessy, I did more with my crummy 35-45k (that was my peak earning at your awful hell, most of which went into bullshit medical bills and extortionate shit) than your Pichais and other nuisances do.

Something like those mixed economies in Scandinavian countries seems like a better bet than what you (presumably) shill Prof. Hennessy.

Some would (with accuracy) say it is Stockholm Syndrome, but I have actually become fond of you Prof Hennessy. You are like an insane imaginary friend from hell and my main muse.

You are clearly intelligent if completely radical, brainwashed and prone to starting cults and..lol..
You know Prof Hennessy..you are my muse. You have many positives for a man roughly as nightmarish as you are. You are intelligent, not a misogynist or racist and not mean-spirited.

Yes you are batshit crazy and a zealot whose views make me go: 😳.

But you have forced me to evolve as a lefty and try to break your defenses and make your more receptive at a basic common sense level to a more moderate worldview than a clunky, outdated script where you lurch around zombie like grimly chanting “computers..durrrrr..more computers..durrrrr. GDP Growth! I don’t care if it is some sort of diseased metaphoric tumor destroying all working parts of human society and 100s of millions of years of biological evolution..if in this economic cycle this poorly conceived and myopic bilge or fluff flies damn it I am all for it over that commie Unabomber who says mildly that maybe destroying every last patch of earth to promote a ghastly paved over parking lot is non ideal and that fails I shall grimly double down and go durrrrrrrr…more computers and more junk growth”.

Surely Prof Hennessy, you cannot possibly truly buy into some of this. You are an educator Prof Hennessy. Let’s set aside your coding or sports or whatever lunkheads..I am trying to wear down your defenses here.

In my youth when I was in the US The Kardashians was rightly viewed as the lowest common denominator in human taste.
In 20 years of these platforms (well okay in fairness that is more Prof Lecun’s people than yours..but I can’t go and harangue him because he didn’t affect me personally. Anyway according to Wikipedia that silly ass Andreessen has smeared you as the “Father of Silicon Valley” and that makes you responsible for all of it. All of it! Who else can anyone turn to? The rest of your even more lobotomized team? Can’t you jump ship and join the rest of us and you know..make up for all the “durrrrrrr”).

Your models of the world are clearly lopsided without some sort of prediction machine optimized to make really shitty outcomes possible. Besides that is lame. You really cannot as a cabal of dimwitted humans ignore the role of true randomness.
What I see is one of the most ghastly experiments at scale and..

I know a young couple living in the Middleeast and worried about their futures. There is a woman who has worked for my parents and grandmother for some 20 odd years now. I am somewhat responsible financially for that family and I can handle it now. But if things break at this pace and this is my soul tool to stop the real theft and shutdown these alternative narratives that are untrue and unfair.

That job made science work and intellectual work harder as does this ongoing thing proliferating without adequate oversight.

Physicians, biologists, ecologists, the remaining decent journalists, writers and humans with common sense that has not been overwritten by mindless growthist propaganda would have a better understanding of homeostasis than your computer persons and economists do.
It isn’t that computer science and economics are not a part of society at all. But balance is key and ideally not the kind of balance that makes one dourly inspect all of Google and conclude old man Hennessy remains the best bet in this nightmarish crowd despite being the opposite of whatever a helicopter parent is adminsterially.

Ed Zitron gets it. I cannot find the piece but it stayed with me when he wrote about how when you look at the world around you, everything is so “perfect”. That is exactly correct.
Tejas Thackeray gets it. I knew immediately when I read about him (as opposed to Suhail Doshi of MixPanel..no doubt a close friend and protege of yours who would ..God..what would I do if EarlG/Elad didn’t exist. People are special professor and that is hard with your bulk and hyperscale and slime mould telepathy or whatever…) that this is a human who is not s nightmare. Like my medical mj ceo or vegan friend. I don’t know them well or him at all. Or Priya Ramani, who is cool.
But I know it would not nails on chalkboard like grinning and bearing your slightly thickheaded, but minimally destructive protégés as better than even worse. Which is the punishment I had to endure. But it is over because India is not yet as corrupted and brainwashed by this style of economic propaganda that our creepy communist cm would back and many politicians and all industrialists, but not all of society and there are options to the type of left, which whatever the intentions has sometimes worked more for you than the left.

It is why after I was able to exit the hell phase, I avoid hectoring and angering and well write lyrical prose to you.

Because I saw what you did there Prof Hennessy. I saw your horrible Stanford Review interview throwing around stuff about productivity and Crispr. I get all the defenses you attack subconsciously if not consciously:
I know how few jobs are like that. How specialized even expertise is. How relatively rare and getting rarer, a truly polymath’s worldview is like.
And it doesn’t even work as sane capitalism. I saw a few products recently that I have no ties to at all, but which are examples of functioning market at least (Beco -reusable bamboo towels. Meethi Kahani- healthy vegan sweets. Whole Truth- clean food. Redacted for now as these local nuisances need to be curbed-medical mj).

No ..still not an influencer and not an ad. By contrast there was Lybrate, all these sleazy gaming and influencer shit, all the bloated entertainment..the fucking endless series of apps that autoinstall on those shitty fucking Androids. The one shitty place that mimics that is Vegan Dukan and I stopped buying from them. The far more decent Piperleaf Chocolates and Vvegano shut down. Years ago a friend told me about home delivery of fresh produce-Plumgood Foods that also shutdown.

It is not the best people or products or services thriving Prof Hennessy. Do you buy into Neri Oxman, Alex Pentland, Ben Waber, Aaron Elkins, Rosalind Picard, Rana Al Khalouby, Bill Ackman, DOGE, Nick Bostrom, Eliezer Kudkowsky, Dan Ariely, Francesco Gino (pre disgrace), that power pose lady, Woebot, these LLMs, nudge theory, Suhail Doshi, Ragy Thomas, Vincent Palathingal, Shalab Kumar?

Half of this shit is stalking as a service and I can assure you Prof Hennessy-a female perspective! - that except exhibitionists (which is a very niche taste!) no one could find utilty or buy into this shit.

And you have cunningly exploited a blindspot that treats psychiatry as analogous to the rest of medicine which is not as susceptible to an arbitrary human’s prejudices against marijuana or casual youthful or stressed out drug and alcohol overuse, which are distinct from addiction and why would this- “I do not even have the Upton Sinclair level of self awareness” crowd you probably shill (many shots in the dark there..artistic license! I learnt that from you! Sort of..my mother and friends have said I have a very fertile brain and giving me ideas js not recommended…) be expected to be honest about that?
I was never mentally unwell till I went to your hospital. After that I was unwell till recently.
I had always suspected that my local hospital was sleazy, but I tried to push that away and continue this frog in boiling water routine.
But then I found out that it was acquired by Blackstone. That ended up making me shove aside the whole thing and not be all discreet and delicate needlessly but go on the jokey war path. As distinct from kayfabe and merely a safety measure when dealing with people whose level of crazy/creepy I cannot quite guage.

That was 26,27 Feb, 2026. Dec 2011 was when I crashed and it cannot be glossed or woven into the constantly revisionist bullshit narratives I have cynically observed your fellow travelers like Vaughan Bell shill (“Just because they are out to get you does not mean you are not paranoid!” Actually it does confuse the issue quite a bit).
And I find your people (again shots in the dark! Artistic license! Jester’s privilege! Truthiness..there is no straightforward way to respond to you Prof Hennessy. You will throw together nightmarish eclectic mixes into eternity and confuse the random person dealing with it) are good at switching from saying someone is paranoid to overly gullible. Whatever bullshit flies.

And that actually muddles one’s own instincts. I don’t want to keep doing this, but I will have to do it some. I agree with Nicholas Carr as well as Yasha Levine (I am better at a moderate worldview than 🫵 professor).
The things you do do change your brain and while it is contemptible how Nir Eyal blamed it all on lack of self-control, and Eyal Ophir whom I respect (unlike Nir Eyal) is not entirely very direct about where this continuous media shit is being forced where people are not even trying to multitask..
The reality is that it is one part one’s own effort and the other part is not being hobbled constantly and having shit forced.

Troy Farah was correct about parallel economies. This cannot be the sole option. Even I like a basic phone service, internet and some tech whose place in my home, on my devices and in my life I am in charge of. And Yasha Levine (my favorite..I love the guy…🫵 could not turn me into the Unabomber..but I was very embittered), Adam Becker, Nicholas Carr, Andy Nikiforuk, Chris Ketcham, Nandita Bajaj, Marina Bolotnikova, Evgenia Kovda, Ed Zitron, to some extent Shoshana Zuboff, Tim Wu and Evgeny Morozow are decent tech critics, the people 🫵 favor make one weep- that ass Tegmark, Nick Bostrom, William MacCaskill, Frances Haugen, Tristan Harris, Wynn-Williams (grift this way and then that..charming)..

I was so relieved to find Yasha because your tech critics are such phonies. Adam Becker and Ed Zitron also get to the point. That this promethean myth is a lie and without this much destruction of education, it would not have worked. I couldn’t ever have figured it out without all these people. Not your people. The people I mentioned.
You have basically just bought up the state and medical research and strained or fired all the nicer people. And they are also the brighter people.

And when your former acolytes are fired etc, I expect them to yet again boneheadedly try to gloss over their bs and take over the place.
These are their worldviews. Cassandra. What a bullshit notion. The one lone person who is farsighted. What bs. The grandiosity and solipsism are the one constant. The reality is more that absent outright hostage taking or offers people cannot refuse if they are elite and want to have a kid or two and see bts, no one sane chooses to work with you or wants to talk about it after till harassment as a service, finally makes it impossible to not.

In your world of GDP growth as the sole metric, as you whale on people like me about productivity in hard science, Kim Kardashian is now a businesswoman and no doubt female role model. What is worse, phony bs about prison reform from such people or Clare Wu, are gushed over, while serious activists like Alec Karakatsanis and Briahna Joy Gray get little traction. But you no doubt see Robin D’Angelo, race2dinner and trauma porn like “The Perfect Neighbor”, all that mobbing (Tim Hunt, Justine Sacco, Amy Cooper) as useful in keeping the most bullshitty fake woke drivel ob the table due its utility in keeping Lina Khan, Matt Stoller etc at bay.

Hey you are the “father of si valley”. All these nightmarish people are your proteges.

I am repetitious because you were. Whatever this junk was in either country, it cannot go on like this, be resolved as they find convenient and be sidelined as a priority because the chaos escalate. A control, an alternative, slower, cleaner (not narcotics war bs..no more stalking, harassment and these outrageous methods and conversations guided by incomprehensible people..), low population density, smaller path for me.
This will not fly here and it had its roots in my case in Google. The Indian govt and eventually the NIH the US govt will have to be somewhat saner.
I do not relish my own role in all this as it always makes me feel like an ass..till I think of my home and land and devices, medical/academic/travel data and life where I won’t stand for it.
A still healthy system has negative feedback to check really stupid shit.

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24. The Worst Kinds of Red Tape and Bureaucracy Plus Deregulation

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You know Prof Hennessy,
This is the worst thing I have ever seen.
I..do..not..want..to..hear..it Prof Hennessy.

Are you even around Prof Hennessy? I have to give it to you..You start all this shit (basically) and you are nowhere to be found.

This dumb loathesome kayfabe filled gameworld of yours that is now infecting so much of reality is a fucking curse. It is the dumbest fucking people (I am too irked to be polite..I hate this position of ..the way I see it, you can go around being hideously clunky and awful..but don’t recruit the dumbest fucking people in every motherfucking group as representatives of the group as a whole and I am filing allegations and charges) who sign up for this willingly.

I am okay with escalating this. I am not okay with promoting this. It defies common sense and is parasitic.

What is the idea? That after I saw this shameful, disgraceful, craven, accountability free, fucking shitshow, that next I should be a formal participant in this grotesquerie or one of the equally lamebrained daft bystanders (not Du or the few academics, doctors, people I like..but all the rest of those types who stand around and vapidly stare at things with each minute they do that being recorded as another minute this Darwin Awards candidate spends looking at this disgraceful and vulgar brawl you have forced me into)?
I am not doing that. This thing is like kudzu.
It is this invasive bullshit - a rubbishy, new gross and pointless disease.

And now people will come and stare at it online because you Prof Hennessy are spectacular.

The only fix for virality is when people get that only douchebags and very rarely cool people (which is not a single person in my state except perhaps my oncologist, who really doesn’t need the self esteem boost of watching morons being morons online) come and stare at these trainwrecks..

Lol..I am torn between laughter and exasperation which this brainless crowd processes as positive.

Apparently if you don’t say “How dare you sir?” and draw yourself up to your full height or slap someone and say “Nahi -main tumhaari maa, behen, beti hoon!” 😤 ( I know Hindi! I learnt it from textbooks not that shitty Bollywood! 10th standard (bare) pass! A discredit to Kendriya Vidyalaya and various other educational institutions!) or “you damn misogynist, fascist or nazi!”
The point of these methods is to turn humans into grotesque caricatures. That only works with the kinds of people you like. That kind of response is exactly what those types when work with. What they don’t seem to like is being ignored and now I am goaded into this.

This cannot go on. It is really dumb.

That stuff is not my style..you are welcome to all the trash data and Joost Meerloo’s “Rape of the Mind” driven stereotypical behaviors you forced. That was garbage information like most of what I got!

My response would normally be more a silent “what a collection of embarassingly vapid morons”. And back in the day before I was embroiled in these things, if I was never one of these guys, I would still have been one of those slack-jawed, dimwitted bystanders going “huh..durrrrr. Well okay..at least I am not that stupid” and stare with glazed eyes and the sad self-esteem boost of staring at even dafter people.

Just because I joke, doesn’t mean this thing isn’t a fucking embarassment and no..not to me. I was a mediocre and lousy scientist and a pot user. The rest of this is some form of collective brain damage in all cultures, races, both genders, all religions.

What is actually kind of heartwarming and very rainbow coalition here is my intuition that every group will be represented in statistically proportionate numbers, adjusted for many factors. These are the people who all disgrace every group they are in and make it about intragroup wars because unlike the rest of us who come together based on shared core values and differences we respect, these people tarnish the groups they belong to and set off various pointless inter group wars which are useful to your creepy little billionaires.

It is in a way almost heartwarming except not..it is gross and awful and all your fault. You are the father of Silicon Valley!

What this actually looks like to me looking back..an unfond trip down memory lane..is the kind of daft project where a collection of CS creeps computer “scientists” and economists and other assorted douchebags others (I have manners!) sat down and based on a pile of illicitly and creepily gathered data thought “Gee..here I am a douchebag in CS and a creepy prolific snoop humanitarian..here are all these problems in society I can fix while building a craptacular and lopsided and meaningless “model of the world” with ai. Let me overrule or confuse (token residual “niceness”) all these natural scientists, ecologists, doctors, earth scientists, environmentalists, honest journalists/cybersecurity/military and recruit a collection of the lamest, sleeaziest followers who go along with anything if a vaguely pseudoprogessive or bullshit efficiency spiel is tacked on to something creepy they take to like fish to water and for good measure since we need some fall guys judges/jury/observers, i.e some well-intentioned but clueless people. We will then ger rid of all the icky oversight and regulation that actually has a damn point like environmental laws, labor laws, anything preventing the implicit or explicit sexual harassment of women or bullying of the worst off and most easily exploited and intimidated people forced into this, that could eat into our grimy profits. Further we will bs about “prison reform” while implicitly using narcotics laws extortionately, exploit marijuana users, marijuana companies and force a Reefer Madness driven insistence on rubber stamping by the most incompetent shrinks available who ignore conflicts of interest like data mining and will bully and break the spirit of anyone who treats this as the mockery of reality it is and one day we will all disgracefully scramble to blame each other but oh wait we are too stupid and myopic to get that. So that wasn’t part of the plan” .

That was kind of a wrong number if I was cast as the oppressed female. And so you went straight to crazy.

Pretty devious.

Thanks to you, now this is online..awesome!
I have had to cobble together the least “crazy” response I have because..wtf am I supposed to say? Pretend to buy into this? I just couldn’t tell what it was.
I thought it was Blackwater or something..I was kinda scared. But I see now, it is something likw that..But like the Unbreakable Kimmy, I thought the world outside was completely inaccessible. But it may not be.
This is the worst thing ever.

I am back to my old self ..but just because I am laughing it doesn’t mean it is not seriously just terrible. That is just my normal reaction to things I mock to my mom, my best friend and ex and didn’t expect to be anywhere near.
I saw that thing and I immediately knew it is the exact type of thing I avoid because it has absolutely no positives.
This is really bad. It is all CS and economics and hyperlibertarian theft from the honest parts of the state and honest small businesses and of people..
I always hated the politics of EECS. It is so superficial and unscientific and worst it actually feeds a genuine JD Vance style regression as people end up blaming modernity, science and technology rather than the worst implementations of those things.

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25. I am not unemployed. I am protesting formally

And yes of course I am filing all valid complaints because I have to. You are forcing your own collateral damage filled style on me and that will not work. Nor will blanket pardons.

That is like Merrick Garland. I am not attacking you Prof Hennessy. Really for what you are, you are the best of your type.
I don’t know how some old rich white guy who designs awful processors and then goes around trying to take over everything thinks..
That Knight school of managent looks awful.

The real response to you Prof Hennessy is a targeted, honed complaint about the period from Sept 2011-the present.

I crashed around Dec 2011. And this Feb 26, 2026 when my cousin visited and told me abojt Blackstone and March 6, 2026 when I asked my dad about our family and how they responded to colonization (I mean the Indian kings who preceded the British were fucking awful too..horrible species this) and well they weren’t mild or “leaders” etc. They kept to themselves because you all operate by a different logic..
I liked the sound of a matriarch.

Because this is colonization and it is as disgraceful when it is Ambani as Zuckerberg and with various politicians all only out for themselves. Sheldon Whitehouse seems okay, but he is in your country.
Prof Hennessy? Hello?

What is infuriating is how you switch between hardcore sensible efficiency and melodrama never finding anything reasonable.
No one who actually works in stem could think that more rubbish communication technology is the order of the day, but after hustling me like this for 15+ years in two countries you can’t just shove me off with “oh hey here is a new minimally creepy thing? You like?”
No I don’t and well..that is all I picked up on?

How can any sane scientist think this helps with work or health? And you represent diligence, hard work, health etc as this nauseating and alienating thing. Who would want that?
The reason I took a liking to Prof Lecun is because he wouldn’t have the understanding of common sense I see in your brain damaged proteges.
Here..here is pages of such as it is a type of effort I tried to put in back in 2024, while I was clunkily looking at Chet Miller and grunting “Huh..that is classical education. I should try to be like that!” The worldview of a human committed to never actually having a job with an income in their field but taking your bullshit literally or embracing kayfabe themselves.

This is a more colorful complaint than any I planned professor because I could not stand the thought of how you would represent it.

It is not embrace of lightweight..Man Prof Hennessy..You really are something else. I felt so bad for those federal employees and others last year called sponges by real sponges. And no professor, I have no obligation to respond in ways that promote all those views or the kind of response I had zombie like for years.
You are a liar Prof Hennessy.
I will get to why it is creepy sexual harassment and unfair all around.

I am a Karen! But you are who I will attack and invoke history not your manager. This is an attack on human intelligence by humans not that taped together thing you call ai and pretend will lead to superintelligence.
Yeah ..no..I saw that thing and..
Good god..that is..wtf?
Do you never meet anyone who is not a brainwashed cultist? Where is Prof Steve Chu?

He should at least get that when no one is asking to be in your heavily surveilled labs or an equally bogus musical (only if the shoe fits…I cannot see..but it should be clear whom I mean..I can tell when I meet them irl).

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26. Colossal!!!!!

Another dedication!

See Prof Hennessy..These are from 2024!
I can’t show the more dog eared and yellowed (not a subtly racist dogwhistle..you are all fucking crazy..I am reclaiming language. Yellowed as in old and yellow with age. Sorry but I prefer outspoken language to some sort ghastly unsaid thing) papers as those.

Actually while he would and should vociferously deny it given my ways now I am heading out, I am expressing my best friend. The one Indian/naturalized but not pea-brained (oh suck it up..you should see what I had to endure..durrrrrrrrrt…pea-brained is positively flattering at this point..almost sycophantic really) Indian American whose brain, heart and gut I trust.

These are my views and whatever is coming through ..this garbled stream of drivel should not be taken as supportive of anything except where I explicitly support. I take whatever is there and mangle it viciously at my end and present it as a gift to you!


Hat tip to my friend Christopher Ketcham, who is one person I cannot see disapproving of me overall..There is no survival instinct in the shit you force Prof Hennessy unless this actually a thing: self loathing Calvinist, confused person (that was never me.. you took me hostage damn you), a coward, a predator, a prostitute (I thought you wanted radical honesty? No? Not anymore?? Why???), an attention seeker, a dimwit, a sleazebag..a generally genuinely reprehensible human being your lopsided cult elevates no matter what the collateral damage.

And there will be a bottomless damn container of new forms and strains of syncretic and confused awful you will find which would make me go..well okay compared to this nightmarish fascist type, creep, bigot etc that type was better.

And constant dissecting of and bogus readings of hate or malice with ignoring of the big picture and disseminating it irresponsibly (normalize data leaks! Thats your creepy little colluder Zuckerberg.. how do the guys in cybersecurity not hate these guys. I keep getting policed like someone who goes to shady websites or does dubious shit..which I don’t. You and this rogue’s gallery over there and over here are the only shady people I know. Well that came out before I remembered that you and I are bestestestestest friends now).

But yeah I am not using battering ram. I will do a targeted fine honed complaint. But this must stop. A new set of completely dimwitted part fascist-part “I want to save the world!” hucksters I cannot

I cannot forgiving errors. This was enough. I won’t even like many of the people I end up forgiving thinking “for this type of awful person you could do worse”.

And it doesn’t cut both ways. Yeah i was a mediocre pot user, who btw your country fleeced thoroughly all via this lamebrained cs shit.
Here music..from Colossal.
You had turned me..well you as in your stupid google school, I just saw the problem with anti trust, when Murdoch’s sleazy channel and some other bs ai are the options to your creeps. The solution is something slower, quieter, fewer people, proper informed consent and IRb and targeted complaints that are not scripted but based on consent as I see it.
Which is not for you or some random Indian people or women you select. If they talk to you except when abducted, unless I knew them or interacted with them, I would assume “sleazebag”. Who the fuck would know you Prof Hennessy who wasn’t another rich, white, male in Cs who goes “duurrrrrrrr..I sleazily pretend to be a nerd and expect to not get called out due to the sheer number of people whose computers Old man Hennessy has taken hostage”.
What were you expecting? An insipid little canned comment.
You..you are something else. You are totally sleazy and not all “durrrrr nerd”. But well I have done a complicated internal calculation and figured that immediately chousing me of my remaining resources may not be in your interest. If even David Sacks, who by all accounts is a blithering idiot (he can suck it up..it is the biggest compliment he can expect really..yoir tacky little mobs won’t somehow manoeuvre a “victory” after this because they understand those types being a hair different from those other guys and sowing a whole bogus civil rights vest on to a button and hoping to repeat the Wodehouse magic as that type which usually appeases those guys snd sucks their dicks and jumps ship just in time needs someone random to throw to the dogs..that won’t be me..I have nothing to do with any of you. And it is insulting to think of the left I respect as reputation management. That is how 🫵 think), who drives people to you.
Here Prof Hennesy..music! I have to talk nonstop to outrun your dimwits and still push back irl. You do not know me and you never will.
There was no survival instinct for me in that. Your scripted bullshit and trying to calculate which of those idiots to throw at each other as a diversion to escap. Glum attempts at appealing to non existent better instincts, while fending off your sleazy mobs of nitpickers. But as annoying as they are, I am not Bill Maher. I don’t see the people you use to destroy the left as left..they are highly paid consultants and people who write for shitty msm things and sit around clapping back and zinging which they are welcome to do.
They are not real people. They exist to perform some non function in the joke you have turned politics into.
I do not know if that is Elizabeth Cotten. But that is Shake Sugaree:

This is also cool. Mama Bear and Madisen Ward “Dead Daffodils”.

It is okay Prof Hennessy. The absence of the death drive does not mean what you consider survival..life is touching and cool and scary and occasionally brutal but the shlock of bathos or Bezos (schizophrenic clanging!!!!!)..that foul stew was stifling anything sane..

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27. Well this will be a complaint at some point

I don’t care that much if it is on the web. I really hope it never gets associated with me. But well..I stand by it whatever it was.
I have been adequately monitored (I bet) a shade above the average even by your prolifically creepy Google etc standards.

But I don’t want to go down tried and repeatedly failed moralizing paths with someone whose acquaintance with their conscience is probably at best slight to moderate.
But well Prof Hennessy it is my unpleasant duty to inform you that you do have some obligations in your administerial role.

Some of this does not pass the smell test as part of any healthy free market. Basically kidnapping people and hijacking their resources for unwanted junk tech while pretending they are in your debt is sleazy as all hell and modern day piracy.
You never offered much as a field and now you offer harassment as a service?

I had a rough time of it but I am healing fast. Just overwriting some unpleasant memories with an updated healthy mental script.
This was so not worth it for me.
This is why we are going extinct as a species.

Who needs more communication technology? You are crazy.

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28. This is all your fault Prof Hennessy

You are a terrible administrator. Really.
By any but three ring circus standards. But as old and clearly insane as you must be to be this oblivious to an opposing viewpoint.
That is a terrible thing to force on an introverted person who really only has a few close friends that close.
You are a really really terrible administrator.
I had to break the ice (unfortunate term these days though touching on a vaguely related topic) with you.
You cannot go around giving employees half baked info and mucking up their medical records with a totally fraudulent hospitalisation that caused real issues.

Your country’s immigration and other things are unambiguously broken. The discourse around them is worse. And very combative wrt any non mainstream views no matter how innocuous. Well I protest and insist on special status as one of your unacknowledged human research subjects essentially.
I have no intention of coming anywhere near your country. But I do want enough of info to trace the paths here.
You cannot just leave such gaping holes. That is not cool. And for this long.
No one has that kind of confidence in these creepy tech companies these days.

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29. This is stupid - I am not

You are a seriously terrible adminstrator Prof Hennessy. I had my mid-month monthly reset with medical marijuana (both THC and CBD! Reefer Madness is bullshit. Prof. Hennessy’s fellow travellers make shit up).

Well I did this a gazillion times OCD style. But this is real.

And well one lives in civil society. You are a terrible administrator! I can’t believe this is online and it is totally forced and inorganic and unnatural. My writing now more closely represents how I am lately. But I wouldn’t be posting it online.

And you will go around fraudulently claiming it is “democritization via the web” and try to boost funding for your creepy Marc Andreessen’s Substack, as those other creeps Jeff Bezos etc destroy journalism. Which is admittedly full of self-important randoms (I have artistic license! Hennessy tortured me. Mostly entirely inadvertently, because that is his administerial style).

But well more sombrely..it is a lot of disperse greed and callousness. That part is less funny.
I totally lost my mom to it. Which is why I will be outing this via DU (and if any of them ever get back to me - I should add Priya Ramani to the roster. She could help. She took on a total creep and quasi won).

It is just that part is not Hennessy (or I doubt it..He seems like this CS type with terrible politics who starts shit and is nowhere to be found by the time everything is breaking).

He mostly would just show up if bullshit like Substack could bilk this and it can’t.

I found Yasha Levine via the Baffler and I have read his book. The part on Norbert Weiner is my favorite, since he is pretty much the sole positive character in the book, like Prof Ryan Williams and Prof Yan Lecun (please help! Hennessy is a terrible admin. And you are white and male which is cool. I would stress anyone else out . Yeah no..civilized majority group males are fine. I would be too much of a liability for most people more like me and trying not to get fired. Hell I am trying to at least avoid being like my fellow travellers Sam Kuffel, Priya Ramani and Briahna Joy Gray etc more publicly. Man I hope I can avoid detection outside the few who know. Without lies.
My field is niche. One tries to blend in, but not like an actual..you know horribly crass and cynical person. I never had to in my labs, though the last one was ruined by Hennessy).

I found Chris Ketcham via Counterpunch and TruthDig. And every other person I follow has their own site and other articles (Matt Stoller, Alec Karakatsanis, Ed Zitron, Marina Bolotnikova, Nathan Robinson, Alex Skopic, the Steel Snowflake writer, Nandita Bajaj).
And Andy Nikiforuk writes for The Tyee. He is Canadian.

Substack just aggressively monetized it exploiting a fugue state Google and Prof Hennessy’s shitty Google School forced.
There is absolutely no serious use case.

But it was fun to run across Yasha Levine and Christopher Ketcham etc. I got emails back from both of them!

Hey..they are those heroic people who actually change the world. That was the only fun part. Actual real, famous people not like the horrible people Hennessy boosts who are famous for all the worst reasons.

Ed Zitron has his own site. These guys are totally full of shit. Adam Becker and Ed Zitron point out why the ai is a joke. And Yasha Levine, Chrs Ketcham why everything else is bullshit.

Seriously. This is really bad form. It is like a sitcom from hell. And you dragged me into it and now it is online and in some sort of vague attempt to deflect attention away from myself I have insulted all sorts of totally unconnected randoms for stuff like writing annoying opeds and they will form a mob and tar and feather me and it is all because you are a terrible administrator. I hate being conspicuous. I will be mobbed and murdered after being totally inadvertently tortured by Hennessy and some local creeps shilling healthcare and communication technology from hell.
. That is not how I was planning to go.

And I really hope it affects DU positively if at all. I have to now figure out how to address anything serious semi-secretively (not the anything to hide crap, but how to strategize so Hennessy and his ilk the world - especially this local totally indvertent crimes against humanity, torture porn and harassment friendly crowd . These guys are all ridiculous.
They are like cartoon villains and too stupid to get that that is sad and tragic not cool and artistic.

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30. Sorry

I am sorry I dissed so many people. I didn’t really mean it, except I also totally did. They shouldn’t write terrible opeds and mob people and so on.

No..Look..I will say this. You are all genuinely terrifying. People online. The way you mob and dissect other humans. It is its own modern threat and you should not do that where it is not public figures with a lot of power and money.
It just looks like a village mob. I was reflexively combative seeing the Tim Hunt, Justine Sacco, Amy Cooper things.

With mass incarceration getting way less attention than these randoms caught on camera. You won’t find anything like that on me. But that is because the reason I have relatively few biases for or against humans is, I prefer animals any day. But a lot of people are socialized based on their personal experiences and being filmed or on camera is constant tension. As is random stuff genuinely being taken out of context, failing to factor in personal evolution etc.

It is more because my misanthropy is more universal and neutral and merely favors the bullied or underdog that I have avoided any prejudices..and btw yes I noticed a lot of relatively well off who whine a lot. You would be better served by a stiff upper lip!
I told my dad that. It is more sympathetic when he grins and bears it!

But humans are complicated. One way Nathan Robinson sometimes strikes me as too overground is..yeah sure there are people who hide not giving a shit.
But coming from the sciences, I know a large percentage of the nicest scientists and doctors are actually really enlightened (I try to use less loaded words sometimes to avoid thought terminating cliches), but very understated.

During BLM, my pi just posted this like brief statement of solidarity with an emoticon. But knowing him, I know that meant more than floods of drivel. That is more my style!
Mostly to try to neutralize earlier floods of drivel.

Of course, what I was most stressed by were the attacks on Dr.Fauci.
And I try to be inscrutable in part by throwing lots of shit around.

I vaguely grasped during this period that being fancy like Dr.Fauci looks more dangerous than being as President Trump (hey come on..I have to..I came from the NIH and am trying to get into respectable drag. It is not going well..) castigated it..low class.
I am low class left…that seems safer.
What else could it be with Dr Fauci. He is in every way an actual elite and he is not even snooty. He is just not an outright degenerate.
So presumably being low class is key. I can do that..
I have already attacked some total randoms, internet style. I am truly sorry. It is the medium and dark triad.
No I am really sorry. And your opeds are terrible.
You should all direct any flack at Hennessy.

No don’t dox him. He is cool (relative to even more awful people).

I think I shall be disowned by everyone I know at this point..Oh well..maybe except Yasha Levine and Chris Ketcham. They are like rockstars and I got emails back from them! And am sleazily trying to bilk their popularity..

That was the sole plus.

No. I made some rambling calls for solidarity in there in between disgraceful attempts to deflect attention to various randoms.
It is funny because it is real.

It isn’t very funny how Google, Facebook, Amazon, Netflix, Tata, Reliance, Blackstone etc are destroying society. It is a parasitic invasion and has cost me financially, healthwise and definitely caused the death of my mom and is truly ruining this sleepy city I am from.

And just because the Indian marijuana industry is cool and trying to normalize an actually useful product, doesn’t mean the rest of it isn’t really shameful.

I want to put this out there - what was salient to me about this time and how I perceived largely well intentioned people (I don’t mean it in the sugary social media way or condescendingly, but also not insipidly low effort kumbayaa..good intentions also need a realitic appraisal of the society one is in and that is where things seem to fall apart. Even where we agree that we can trust each others’ intentions, this is not working when people trust the wrong things or in the wrong ways and sideline some views like mine).

I don’t have an insipid colorblind, gender blind, class blind, culture blind etc view. But where and how I factor in the dynamics and how to communicate them is personal.
I would mock and affectionately prop all groups up except the worst off if I could.

You are all in the sway of really terrible people sometimes is how I personally see it.

I have very rabble adjacent instincts. I don’t really like this position.
But I don’t think I can entirely avoid copious amounts of feedback.

It is really very unfair to all the better people. One way or the other Hennessy has to be neutralized a bit. He should be complimented.
I quasi retract various dark triad and survival instinct fueled attacks for the sake of adequate civility to balance out all the low class behavior .

I was very pleased I got emails from Yasha. He struck me as a good candidate for character witness without extensive testing

I am not cynical. But I do mock how information is disseminated by our overlords and how all of you respond. No it is okay.
I was like that once and almost sent a long screed to Joel Achenbach when he made a joke about eating Ivory Billed Woodpeckers.

I realized in the nick of time I was being ridiculous and stopped. You are a terrifying society. I crashed in Dec 2011 when old man Hennessy’s cult abducted me and I need help from Yasha Levine. Because he gets that funny dynamics are serious.

Maybe more (well in my more asinine moments what I consider a bit self-serious, self-important, humorless to the point of histrionic/melodramatic and importantly overly intellectually rigid in self-defeating ways)

You know I respect the left like DemocracyNow! and more pragmatic people as on DU (it isn’t a hedge…I am more left than pragmatic sometimes, but it is always contextual). Humans generate so many many more predictions I bet than those stupid things.
That is not a many world, ♾️ thing. I still rarely follow anyone around except Yasha Levine and Chris Ketcham. But I look at a very large number of humans casually in isolation and think “huh..who the hell knows what went wrong there”. Which is why..It is not nuance to prioritize “rehabilitating” the worst people as Rosalind Picard wanted to with Epstein.

I noticed a lot about human thought, which while they are my perceptions, they are based on casual and unemotional appraisals of all of your intergroup dynamics.

The human brain is way richer than those guys with their rigid platforms prioritizing depressing rather than largely positive things.
But this isn’t empty positive thinking.

I just do not have this overly paranoid view of the intentions of my fellow humans, but they or rather there I absolutely say we, do overestimate our smarts. All of us at times.
Not to the extent of say old Hennessy, who takes the cake and that is even video game reference (Portal or some such thing according to cleverbot. I was a bit intrigued by that The Catlady game though:
)
All us our fallible and these bts Wizards of Ooze and Oz are seriously kidding themselves into thinking they are not screwing us over.
I don’t think they can help it. They seem to have no self awareness at all and an inflated opinion of their own importance (something one of the most boorish and inept shrinks I met at the local state medical hospital ascribed to me. And at a time when my self-esteem was for the only time in my life rock bottom like that of any cult inductee who rebels..I am not elite like my last mentor, but I also didn’t buy it. And Yasha I think would understand..I generally like scientists. Those attacks on Dr.Fauci and on medical professionals broadly are bullshit.
That is not like shitposting online. Same with cybersecurity. Those are the few real jobs.
When you are in other important jobs you should have the discrimination that say Yasha does to pick your elite targets with some recognition of what real work is.
Fuck MTG. Dr. Fauci is awesome. Everyone should appreciate Dr. Fauci more.

Hennessy is such a pain in the butt. Don’t dox anyone. This is all really positive and only for inside the system MeToo (hey surely all your creeps out there appreciate that! I think you should be fired and disciplined and held up as examples but bts. Unless you are like Epstein, it is is icky for you and me to have you be online.
A rare collaborative moment with creeps! Of course if that weren’t feasible I would dump it here. But I don’t like that. That is a breakdown of the system when what HR can handle is online).
This otoh is a less demeaning callout of respectable if kinda sleazily pushing his own libertarian conservative politics and labeling them inevitable as Prof. Hennessy.
This isn’t kayfabe. But it is conflict with Prof Hennessy as I see it. He is not a bad man.
He is just really daft and will ..

Music! Oh well..if you have access to non-pirated music (no irony re parasitic technologists who oppose paying taxes also aggrandizing piracy, which is basically theft with vague bs about “sticking it to the music industry”? I hate Microsoft, but I paid for my Windows still. So many who pirate are not badly off..that is the thing. I am solidly middleclass - never aspired to go higher, refuse to sink lower that too after this totally parasitic shit. I cannot sue like Ellen Pao. I could only sue if it was with another large group of colleagues and doctors and other humans, but not something like lobbying for Harjinder Singh. It should be for democracy and broadly common ideals.
It cannot be a front for special interests. It should be a coalition of a true rainbow collective of us and be a race to homeostasis not Thanatos nakedly on display and not called out because it is all “commie” and “unabomber” (my brand! No..I think brands are nauseating unless like Anu Sawhney specifically of Meethi Kahani you are a cool person who makes vegan sweets. She is a friend - a real friend I never met. Found her via the regular web - no Facebook or Google involved. DuckDuckGo which is unfortunately now Microsoft associated. But pretty useful that aside. I do anti-ads. I hate Google).
and a lot of these querulous, perpetually aggrieved people are at least that or better. What are they all whining about? That is not left nor meritocratic. It is just entitled.
Eek..I am so getting murdered. Or maybe they will attack each other.

And well I would irritate the actual woke who are serious. I am not. I am, but I would rather exit often than continue under these ghastly conditions and respond like a different person. That is not even good for woke.

I think the music thing is as lame as memes. And all someone else’s creativity. I don’t have any creativity except a strange mix of borrowed styles and a 14.5 year long exposure to Prof Hennessy’s ghastly administerial style.
He is so unlike my mentor. But totally like that first super sleazy EECS Dept from 2000-2001.
I guess Prof Hennessy didn’t fleece me of actual cash though.

But I did listen to “The Boy w the Arab Strap” a lot while grappling with what a terrible admin Prof Hennessy is.

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31. Low Effort Hedonism

That is the engine of this economy. And mind you Prof Hennessy, not your tacky Google/Facebook crew or this even creepier local crew in India fraudulently going on about open science, mental health, welfare, immigration and pensions. These local guys are a real disgrace. I am filing complaints both in the US and here in India.

So that is one part of what makes me real. You are not going to normalize snooping on NIH postdocs in the US (where it retroactively involved me and I avoid culture wars which would mire a point that universal. And presumably US university research of the best kinds is unlikely to go extinct, but rather maybe have a fresh renaissance after all this and reject the influence of your Google, Zuckerberg and his moll, the Epstein associated MIT Media Lab and all these scurrying little men from 1984 types turned into the jokes they are: Marc Andreessen, Suhail Doshi, Palantir, Anything Alex Pentland, Ben Waber, Aaron Elkins) and pensioners’ families here in India.

Come on Prof Hennessy, what this is is an even more extractive and sleazy exploitation of this model of globallzation that runs on a fundamental rejection of any limits to growth or concept of homeostasis.

I was reading Yasha Levine again recently and his brain has such a natural fusion with mine. His and Evgenia’s. Especially because unlike Christopher Ketcham who is more - well he is intuitively one of us Greens who were always dejected by this trend even where human life is not impacted. So I always like people who tap into innate patterns.
But with Yasha it is cool - like learning about a different type of way. Adam Becker again is more intuitively the other part of what makes sense.

You otoh don’t make that much sense. Prof Lecun makes more sense.

I used to listen to this a lot years ago as I was writing up my PhD thesis. There was an all doo-wop channel I was fond of.

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32. Hennessy is the World's Worst Administrator Chronicles Part XXVVVIII

You really are the worst Prof. Hennessy. You just must touch and destroy every human, animal, plant and insect life ever imaginable musn’t you? Man..at least that is not lacking in ambition I suppose.

You are not a visionary - you are crazy, damn you.

This is the least imaginative, least elegant solution set clearly.

Why the hell was I born into what is clearly one of the more distinctly inferior many-world branches (and probably one extra mangled by hacks like Hennessy)?

Hey Prof Hennessy, all jokes aside I don’t want to be entangled with you and your type of insane technologist going forward.

You are driving people like me to extinction. It is not eugenics etc in quite the way the dominant, pro cruelty and pro stupidity Idiocracy of histrionics and daftness sees it.

Look, the dominant strain in this reality is clearly the out of control lopsided lunacy that defines you.

It is why you are rich and respected in a reality where Trump and Hegseth are bombing Iran for very unclear reasons beyond an “Armageddon”. I am not sure that RISC processor was put to much good use.

Therein lies your problem. The “left” version of that Cornucopianism does exist - that is where left pronatalism, Betsy Hartmann, Naomi Klein, Teen Vogue etc present a dreary, alienating and totally unrealistic seeming left in a reality that your tacky computer creeps and some even stupider economists are laying to waste.

You have helped society degrade to the level wrt education that you may well have overwritten a few generations’ gut instincts wrt finiteness completely with your brainlessly
growthist economics sans any products or services.

And now you are taking over my human habitat shilling this and forcing me to waste my time on exercises like these when I should unambiguously be completely focused on my work again.

You are a terrible admin.

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33. Please No One Attack Me (if anyone even reads these which I hope no one does except history 500 years away)

I am really sorry. I do think by now this should be seen as long as it degrows things like these that allow Hennessy to first be the world’s worst admin and then go around shilling anytime that was minimally catastrophic as a raging success.
No.. He is cool. He is unlikely to sue me.

It is really terrible. I am unable to communicate something serious without collapsing into laughter because these guys are so evil and so lame and tacky. It is just really funny.
I have never met evil people before and it is as awkward as you can imagine.

I hope this is TLDR enough to lose all but the most determinedly daft “internet sleuths” (Hey get a life will you? This was forced on me by Hennessy, whose dedication to his professional duties is like zero..He is typical of this managerial class. You are making an ass of yourself if you are not under duress as I kind of am and checking this garbage, but reading and following it).
Anything viral and part of the internet is whatever “cringe” is by definition.

This is Hennessy kidnapping people from the real world and holding them hostage by not even withholding information so much as just..

I bet he claims his terrible work ethic jump started the next phase of human evolution…
That would be very on brand for Google and why one dubiously wades info this.

I mean there is a dull story here about the growing surveillance state and how to check it. I am filing complaints and throwing this stuff out there because real world problem solving is drowned in a sea of Thanatos and Bathos as logical inferences from the world that Hennessy’s ilk built and well..just the dominant worldview.


Hey I am not doing whatever “hating” is. But we come off as really stupid and in a crisis a person panics that it may never be possible to get through to people. The real crazies aside, if one said “I am looking for a real educator not Douchebag Random Name Associated with culture x”, one of Hennessy’s online provocateurs would make it a discussion about insults to the x people followed by death threats etc.
Yeah I never really got the appeal of hollow outrage beyond a point. Don’t get me wrong. I have seen trash tv and I get why it is titillating.


But seriously..honestly. It is terrible guys like this Hennessy who largely looks like this innocuous old guy. And it isn’t him per se. But he represents the dereliction of duty by the real muscle those guys are adjacent to.

I never felt betrayed by my colleagues etc. This was terrible. You guys are too histrionic and no one can talk to you. People move to other countries and write strange message board posts over talk to you.

But I..I don’t want to start a conversation that will end with me having to sign on for something tacky Hennessy is trying to sell because I do not want to be rude to the NIH.
That was the last 14.5 years.


I don’t know how much guys like Hennessy buy their own canned propaganda..like “Facebook will be connect the world!” Or equally painfully “Facebook Remains as Sleazy as the Original Service Promised to Be but I am Outraged and Shocked that this tacky thing I use is tacky”.

Google was worse. I did treat it like a tool one would pay for. Yeah all this open source etc is bullshit.
All of this is and I hope I don’t get joint at the hip with it to useless extents.

I mean I don’t have much to hide at this point except the reality that I always thought this was a really stupid society and it is true that I don’t have a hateful and paranoid view of you.
But I absolutely cannot see pragmatically signing up for the various terrible ideas you guys all buy into.

I always thought most of the net is a waste of time. And I do not think people should not eat junk food, should not waste time etc.
I have no idea what people should do beyond not mess with me any further. No I really would feel bad, but if it was a nuisance enough to me I would certainly follow through on legal threats.
It would totally hurt you more than me. Because I am going on common sense. This is bullshit.

Maybe if I hurry (as my dad puts it “hurry up slowly”, a military thing alluding to the issues with the kind of panic that fuels these crazy growthists and followers when the shit hits the fan.)


The thing is this wasn’t politics or theatre. It is more profoundly insulting and meaningful for the left side of the aisle that it isn’t that I think these guys are bad guys mostly. It is that they are incompetent and lack even the humility needed to course correct often. But as a not fake sop, still sometimes I don’t entirely disregard the least broken parts of conservatism.

My brain is undergoing some kind of transformation and well..great.. Now I am Jill Bolton. You are a terrible admin Prof Hennessy.
This was a nightmare and a cautionary tale about technology use.

I am not a Luddite but I sort of fled from my colleagues because this is too big a step. I don’t buy into conversations with these guys and pragmatically..I am flummoxed. This needs a Right to Information law for citizens past a level of encroachment into spaces that no one thought to protect.

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34. Google is Creepy Prof Hennessy!

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I crashed at your horrible Google University around the Dec of 2011. It was odd. I remember it well. I was standing in lab facing benches. I was facing the inner row and I thought of Jon Stewart for some reason and then the old noggin dissociated.
Oh I was relatively fine externally. I am pretty healthy and not easily traumatized and scarred, because I have a sense of scale as in..

I will switch from the net’s reflexively combative or excessively heart warming or at all showmanship filled style.
I hate that. I can only process people as I would irl. The other thing is for movie stars and celebrities or politicians or famous people…not flesh and blood people.

And that is why the main theme is - YOU ARE A TERRIBLE ADMINISTRATOR. Your field is a money and space hogging fraud.

Seriously…we cannot let these lines blur with just the types of people these guys like Prof Hennessy sample as tech friendly or tech phobic.
This is how he sets up arguments to divert from “Is this even good tech? Is there any damn use beyond making me uncomfortable and enriching these increasingly creepy douchebags in tech”!
That’s very few people-those who would actually answer yes were it framed correctly!

You all have terrible instincts where you aren’t the people I am filing complaints against, but anyone cool even. I mean Hennessy is conning us all. And he is the best of them. Or I hope so.

He wrote a clunky and insipid article in support of Dreamers that seemed well intentioned. I did viciously castigate it at a more cynical time as a fig-leaf. And it is, given the shear scale of Google’s nuisance value and antitrust not being much use when the option to a product you don’t want offering snooping as a non-service from a giant is snooping as a non-service from a small creepy little defense contractor who would be even harder to locate after.”

He can’t be entirely heartless. Or this brainless..
Can’t Prof Steve Chu help him with the difficult parts where he is basically improvident and for a quiverful driven ransacking of all of the biosphere disgracefully which is forcing more people into some tacky online world full of second hand stuff..

Someone else’s music, life experiences (my contribution! Hennessy is a deliberately terrible admin. This is a lie and a disgrace), science etc.

But it is hideously ugly but also rather beautiful to see the world as it is rather than as these guys force one to see it..I.e. a collection of second rate stale archetypes that minimize surprise stalely so the eternal combatants in this dreary charade, a collection of decaying old powers outside the sciences, retain their febrile grip on power and confuse the Idiocracy wrt how that works, damn you you conspiracy or gullibility minded crazies. No…joke.
Don’t attack me. It is all Hennnessy’s fault.
Attack him. I mean don’t. But if you must attack someone, it should totally Hennessy not me.

The only experts and elites I buy into are in the hard sciences and medicine because there is less give there to bullshit.

Even the training makes lying harder and normally histrionics unpopular. But that is a different world and I am trying to avoid the scam Hennessy is pulling where the civility and trust owed to one group (and one his little creep army embattles which in turn has downstream annoying effects for me..I want to get out of this! I didn’t sign up for this! Hennessy is hucksterblind) is used to shill these foul ..

There is no use case. If you can’t solve whatever the hard problems in CS are - that happened in physics too..It happens.
That doesn’t mean you can go around shilling garbage like “fridges which order food” so I can kill myself or pretend to at my bullshit Goldman Sacks job ..

Like this is improvident. And your discourses are garbage and they could not have gotten this bad without the reason being something I cannot see standing up to and calling these harrowingly, painfully stupid and ambiguously intentioned people out.

I am very left. But I don’t have this worldview that is presumably..I never got it. Isn’t it difficult to go through life that daft? Same with the right, but they are really good at grifting. The other thing is sometimes less clear.
Is that just suicidal? Ossified? Brain damaged?
Can’t they see how myopic it all is?
It was never very clear.


I was trying to be in some kind of drag. But mostly I just thought this looks like an improvident species and part of that is attacks on welfare etc while leaving the roots of resource depletion untouched. But it is more improvident when it is people like Prof Hennessy.
And well..some kind of shift in perspective would be good.

I am back to my original core perspective. I just see humans as a suicidal and improvident species. I am not sure what talking about it does. But sometimes it is cathartic to just say it. But it is also a real waste of time.

You force these things. You are like that U.S.S. Callister guy from Black Mirror fgs Prof Hennessy. You do not give a person the right to consent and then mire them and..

You are a horrible human being..Well no..
It can’t be easy..Good God..you plus Google plus India plus the ai bullshit..most cool Indians would avoid you. You are kinda crazy and a magnet for those creepy meddling snoopy start ups I bet.
I don’t know about what ghastly excesses of the absence of common sense are mandatory in the US, but the Indian end of this is going to result in serious pushback and calls by me for clear explanations and real oversight and real complaint filing (this is a start and pathetically dully spectacular because you are a terrible admin).

This could have been a neat little rejection letter where I politely write “I am sorry. I did not realize that I had signed up for one of those things filled with people one instinctively avoids who would clearly take umbrage, as it were, to the characterization of ‘people one instinctively avoids’”
No..that is not true. I mean it is..But that is not personal. Help. This is torture- well it isn’t anymore. But it kinda was. It is a damn cult dedicated to intense full spectrum stupidity.

I really do not get it. This seems to have no point at all beyond shilling a scam by trying to overwrite a scientific gut instinct about how life works. How solipsistic do you have to be to sign up for this drivel?
I don’t say narcissistic, because you can be a narcissist and still have better survival instincts.

Who would volunteer for this or be so weak-headed they can be seriously bullied or strong-armed into this? It is clearly a lousy idea unless with strict oversight which this is nothing like.

This was uniformly creepy or silly. Never at all acceptable.

You are the fanciest fraudster I have ever come across Prof Hennessy. You are a bandit. Are you descended from pirates? You are not an honest man. I am descended from some kind of warrior clan - probably not very nice people.
Which is probably better for survival.
But my clan on both sides is refreshingly feminist all the way back..matriarchal and none of this appeasement of creeps stuff..In short war, but no prostitution.
And well you do force conflict by having terrible ideas and pretending they are universal.
After my monthly reset I must return to work or you win Prof Hennessy. You are a bad man. So you cannot succeed in the execution of your terrible unconscious calculations as the ….


I want to be an administrator! Apparently you get paid a lot and like old Prof Hennessy have this swashbuckling style where you go around wrecking havoc and ..
What is funny is I can no longer feel it. But it truly was hell and Prof Hennessy’s psychiatric hospital made it worse. And I am here to log what I saw as an unscarred, but horrified person. Man these guys are dumber even than they seem. That is not very reassuring.
Dr.Fauci, Dr.Collins etc were and are real elites. As is Prof LeCun. But these Google guys had a terrible effect on my life.
I blame Google - because it was this horribly cold and callous, alienating, hostile work culture and also super liability conscious.
I survived it finally as of March 18, 2026.

But they really did a number on my brain and I usually scramble to say, because it is true, that it was and remains just this irresponsibly growthist corporate culture. It really was.
My previous school was much nicer but they would be as susceptible to greed and a lowering of quality. It is a real shame.
I am glad I came back to India.

I definitely do not want to contribute at all to that model of globalisation or local industrialisation.
I returned to my old self wrt orienting oneself in a new landscape, where earlier I had a controversy free life and now you have made that hard.
Feb 26, 2026 was significant that way.
This cousin I really like - she is cautious and doesn’t rush into things with strange people just because they are wealthy and famous. No one respectable would know you Prof Hennessy. Honestly..that place was terrible.

There was just no way to leave. How the hell can I speculate - seriously-about this completely lawless computer science type.

That is -all of it is -unambiguously sexual harassment, malpractice and misconduct in human subject research.
Why is that so panic inducing?

But you cannot bullshit about stuff like that or override the complainant which would be me and I am not going scorched earth on you Prof Hennessy. This is about consent and trust, because it is lack of trust in the system.

And I am not anti psychiatry, an anti vaxxer lol, Russian or Israeli or any bot influenced etc lol.

But I do think that you bullshit a lot. And it is so transparently phony. You see, my pis were all truly elite and while my main mentor was the best as far as mentoring went, the others were extremely elite and honest enough as humans go.
No human is completely honest. I kind of am because this is torture if one is not. You are a terrible admin. I am not a very dark person and try to be happy and unscarred just not lobotomised and irresponsibly insipid -that is not civility. That is dereliction of duty.

This is totally a creepy ask of any young or even older woman. I would never ever sign off on such an implicit violation of the tacit human social contract.

That is music. One of your cryptic and unreachable protégés.

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35. Sexual/Other Harassment, Exploitation/Misconduct in Human Subject Research, Medical Malpractice (Psych/Data Handling)

This is annoying and kinda cliche. But unfortunately all of that applies and I will have no option but to file some serious complaints Prof Hennessy.
But I would..ugh.. prefer to work with you, but without diluting anything down.

You are a terrible administrator and a very a myopic human being. WTH kinda barbaric expectations were those? That’s like trying to force an angry protester repeatedly into someone who can be groomed into shilling for these obscenities or attacking them in ways you can easily portray as “woo” or a Luddite.

It doesn’t scare you wrt a populace’s critical thinking skills that so many people at least appear to accept that those foul LLMs are these amazing next level technologies?
You are crazy..those things suck.
You are scamming everyone overtly and I protest it. You are a fraud..

I tried to get in touch with one scientist I met back in 2011 -knew him for two weeks from Halloween 2011-mid Nov 2011, when he vanished in an inexplicable snit, all things considered.
He was one person, my lab aside, who affected my brain - his information delivery etc. I am not at all shocked in retrospect that this has aged poorly. I thought it was barbaric back then. My family was relatively ahead of its time wrt women’s rights and I found our burgeoning surveillance state and its continued normalisation scandalous.
I have accepted some of his silence (my former colleague’s as the fault of these lousy systems). But he must address a few things, before I can focus it further.