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pat_k

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14. I think I envy your faith...
Wed May 28, 2025, 01:21 AM
May 28

Last edited Wed May 28, 2025, 05:40 PM - Edit history (2)

I have no clue if there is some sort of "life" after death, but in the face of despair that threatens to engulf me when a beloved canine campanion exits my life, the imagery in this poem has always lifted my spirits -- and allowed me to indulge in a much needed all out cry.

It's a fantasy that feels so real because it captures the essential reality of our shared lives that can never be erased.

I hope it brings you some sort of comfort to you too:


In My Good Death - by Dalia Shevin
I will find myself in high summer grass.
The humming shock of the golden light.
And I will hear them before I see them
and know right away who is bounding across the field to meet me.
All my good dogs will come then, their wet noses bumping against my palms,
their hot panting, their rough, faithful tongues.
Their eyes young and shiny again.
The dense scruff of their fur,
The unspeakable softness of their bellies,
their velvet ears against my cheeks.
I will bend to them, my face covered with their kisses,
My hands full of them.
In the grass I will let them knock me down.

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I appear okay online, but I am not. [View all] sprinkleeninow May 27 OP
Just this: LoisB May 27 #1
.... Lifeafter70 May 28 #2
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... SheltieLover May 28 #4
5.......... pdxflyboy May 28 #5
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Here's a hug! calimary May 28 #7
. . . . . CaliforniaPeggy May 28 #8
My heart aches for you. Ilsa May 28 #9
Grief is the other side of the coin. Aussie105 May 28 #10
I know what it's like, my friend. I lost my beloved dog two years ago at age 16 and it never gets any easier Rhiannon12866 May 28 #11
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My faith was shaken Mme. Defarge May 28 #13
So many animals need a home with a caring person. rubbersole May 28 #18
I think I envy your faith... pat_k May 28 #14
The overwhelming grief you feel for the loss of your precious companion is the KitFox May 28 #15
You care so much that it hurts.. Permanut May 28 #16
I am so sorry for your loss. Buddyzbuddy May 28 #17
I know your companion is irreplacible, but could you consider a new one? Karadeniz May 28 #19
.... live love laugh May 28 #20
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Hang in there, sprinkleeninow. SunSeeker May 28 #24
Our pup passed last November. It was absolutely horrible. C Moon May 28 #25
"Even at the grave we make our song..." TommyT139 May 28 #26
Please know that my response isn't intended to be JMCKUSICK May 28 #27
I'm sorry the blues got you, sprink. yonder May 28 #28
Hang in there KT2000 May 28 #29
Get a old dog from a kill shelter and give them more time applegrove May 28 #30
I agree with the two posts above True Dough May 28 #31
I'm so sorry, my dear. Hang in there. Things change. Look for that second wind. (OR hundredth wind at our age.) Scrivener7 May 28 #32
💔 chia May 28 #33
Thanks be to one and all for your edifying and uplifting words of sprinkleeninow May 28 #34
That must have been so comforting to her, to be near you. babylonsister May 28 #37
Some of the Church Fathers, monastics and theologians in the Faith sprinkleeninow May 28 #35
💕 we can do it May 28 #36
Praying XanaDUer2 May 29 #38
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