Many of you whom I have read over the years feel a certain way in my head. As a recluse who rarely meets people irl I suppose I automatically flag (I only just realized it recently) it when someone feels different.
I am a fan of text based verification. Just handing more and more over to those greedy and inept tech turds. Bah.
But I am changing with age and information. I dont sound the same all the time these days.
I have good days and bad days - but on both I hope good science and sanity prevail. Ms. Thunberg kept is simple Trust Science.
I use this forum because I trust specifically EarlG and elad. But sometimes I get annoyed thinking the type of person I am gearing up to file allegations pf professional misconduct against is in between. What is this bullshit hatting when that is causing half the crises.
I think way too much about a field called cryptography and I am furious because these guys cause all these crises with their sleazy ways and then one has to run around trying to work out the perspective on security by these guys who keep wanting to monetize things.
You seem camouflaged as a peacemaker
. I thought Snowden was a dirtbag and Trumps idiotic war on the SPLC is so sleazy.
I am a warmonger! No..I am joking because I could not pull off full out war. But grim unmonetizable humor is my purview.
I was never very good at communication or deception. But the truth and reality will work out in the end. Not herding and brute force.
Did you ever watch Unbreakable Kimmy. Good show.
Lol..
I have no idea if that translated. Anyway in my generally deranged trail I rant a lot and delete it.
I rarely talk to people I would dislike. But my compass got broken in repeatedly doing this hell math with more and more people all with their own insecurities, bullshit non priorities that evade ecological crises and war or address them in ways I think will probably not help war victims or the planet.
And I am not all sensible or centrist
But I tune out people who are awful to me personally so..yeah..
You are nice. I like that
it is not as if I am in the market for more common compunction and civility and I have no patience anymore. They can all suck it up as I did.
I carefully select who I talk to now. After making one final mistake yesterday.
Eugenics (the real not imaginary) kind seems to select for the asshole gene.